I Don’t Want To Be A Wife!

Drunk Lover Boy

  It was horrifying to go back home, and possibly see Lucas in there because his head was filled with the possibility of that dream being a reality, it send shivers down his spin, he hated that thought, they were brothers and he can't believe any universe where it would be okay for them to be together or even consider it, it was i****t and no matter how his lesbian fujoshi friend in college tried to convince him that it was okay because they were stepsiblings, he couldn't be on board with the stories he read, it was just weird for him, okay? 

  He slowly walked inside the house and looked around for Lucas, and hoped that he wasn't there, and luckily he wasn't there, he was probably still working, with that out of the way, Kin was comfortably walked to his room until he heard the bell ring; he went to see who it was and found two men holding Lucas up, so he doesn't fall.

  "Sorry, is this Lucas's house?" One of the men asked and Kin nodded and said that he was his brother, they both sighed and asked if they could come in, he opened the door wide for them and they got in, put Lucas on the couch, and left without saying anything.

  Was it confusing that two strangers just dumped his younger brother in the house without telling him what was going on? The obvious answer would be yes and it was, he didn't understand what happened to Lucas, but he understood that he was suffering from something, he had an impossible guess, that Lucas got upset when he saw him with Leonard but that couldn't be the case, because he wasn't an uke in a bl story and Lucas wasn't a possessive seme who would get jealous by seeing the person he liked holding hands with someone else, right? (wrong)

  Either way, he was going to be a supportive older brother and listen to him, if he ever wanted to talk to someone about what was going on. Kin walked to the living room and tried to carry him, but he couldn't so he tried to wake him up, biggest mistake he could have done because that woke the drunk Lucas who was ready to spill his emotions all over his unaware older brother.

  "Why do you do this to me?" Lucas asked in a desperate voice, his eyes always tearing up because of how broken he felt from what he saw this afternoon, his brother holding hands with another man.

  "Do what? Wake you up? I am sorry but I don't want you to sleep in the living room, you will get cold." Kin said and tried to pretend that what he said didn't have a deeper meaning; after the dream, everything Lucas will say to him will have a deeper meaning in his head.

  "Why do you pay no attention to me? Why did you change? You were always mine, now you go out with him? Why was he holding your hand? Why were you with him?" Lucas stared deep into Kin's eyes and held his hands tight so that he doesn't leave.

  "You mean Leonard? I met him by accident, it was nothing and we just panicked because you hate Leonard, nothing happened, you are just overreacting, I am still your brother, don't worry." Kin was starting to panic with the direction the conversation was going towards, it was starting to feel like two lovers fighting and e didn't like that so he was going to repeat the word brother for another five times.

  "Then are you mine?" Lucas asked and as much as Kin wanted to run away, he couldn't, Lucas was holding way too tightly and he couldn't move an inch.

  "I am your brother, so technically, I guess yes?" Kin tried to come up with a satisfying answer that won't get him in trouble in the future, but it surely will.

  "Will you be with me forever?" 

  "Of course, I am your brother and family always stays together." Kin said with a stupid smile, trying to stay as ignorant as possible.

  "Not as family, but as....." Before Lucas could finish his sentence, Kin headbutted him and made him faint on the spot, because of the alcohol in his system and the strong forehead Kin possessed.

  "s**t, I panicked." Kin realized what he did but it was too late and he had to drag Lucas on the floor all the way upstairs so that they could pretend that none of that happened, it was all a bad dream, that caused Kin back pain and muscle ache.

  Kin was now in his bed and thinking about what happened if the dream was true and Lucas liked him and Layla knew, then everything was over, he can't stay here anymore, he needed to meet the original Kin or else he was going to lose his mind, wait, what he if he was the one who made him have that dream? That would be horrific and would probably kill the trust he had for him.

  While that Kin went to sleep, the one in the sky was having a nervous breakdown because the dream he prepared for Kin turned into something else, he didn't know what happened but it was all wrong after Kin confessed, it started playing on its own and he couldn't understand how, but then, a higher-up came to him and asked him to go meet someone, who needed to talk.

  'Is it about the dream? But I took permission from the head angel to give the dream, what could it be? I don't even have a heart and I feel it beating.' Kin was scared for his nonexistent life, but mostly the opportunity that he was given to give his siblings someone like him, are they going to take that away? What mistake did he? 

  By the time, (the sky) Kin reached the higher up, his eyes were filled with tears for what might happen to Lucas, Layla, and Lin; when the higher up saw him, they asked what was wrong and if he was harassed again, Kin denied and asked if he did something wrong, the higher up said and cleared up the misunderstanding by saying that he was getting promoted. 

  When he heard that, Kin collapsed on the floor with a loud sigh, glad that Lucas and Layla will still have Lin as their brother; the higher up asked if he was okay and Kin explained why he was worried and crying, which made the higher up laugh and call him a silly child because he was the best at anything they give him.

  "We are even thinking of giving you a chance to go back to your world in another body but that depends on how well you will perform in your position."

  "I will do my best!" Kin said in a high-pitched voice, excited that he might be able to see Lucas and Layla again. Kin was on his way to leave, when he remembered the dream he created -to try and convince Lin to tell Layla the truth and test the waters- and how it turned out. 

  "You will need to check with the dream department, I will give you a pass to go there." The higher up said and told one of his followers to give something to Kin, when he did, Kin thanked him and left.

  "Is this really okay?" The follower asked.

  "Yes, it's all part of the plan."