Finding my light.

Chapter one.

"weirdo,nerd ." I heard some girls say as I walked in the school halls.

I was used to this, this has been my life for 10years.

My name is Stephanie king. I am 15 years old and in a few hours I'll be sixteen . unlike some kids I was never raised by my parents,I never even got to know anything about them .

My looks are average well if you look at me the way the girls in my school do.

I have waist length naturally grey hair. And the only thing I know about it is that it's the same color as my biological mother.Well that is according to my Foster parents.

I have full eyebrows, green eyes and naturally pink lips.

my body is too developed for a fifteen year old is what I hear from the girls in this school.

I have full breasts,hips and my butt is not your average fifteen year old butt.

having gray hair and curves in all the right places has led to a lot of attention from the male population.

Unlike others my body started to develop at 10 years old and I had to start wearing buggy clothes which I still do till today.

Am a girl but you will never see me in a dress my closet is filled with buggy sweatpants, sweatshirts and buggy hoodies that do a very good Job at hiding my body.

"Steph!!!" I hear someone shouting my name as I walk through the halls in with my hoodie covering my hair.

"hey Julia."I say to the culprit as she catches up to me completely out of breath.

Julia has been my friend from kindergarten.She is the one person who never judged me for being me. She's fun and very cute for her own good. But don't get mistaken by the way she looks or talks this girl got moves. She's the strongest 16 year old girl I've met my whole life.

"Do you have wheels in your legs ...I've been trying to catch up with you for a while now"she said between breaths.

her little statement had me laughing.

"you can be very dramatic at times Jules."I replied.

"you know am joking ,I've done more excises than I have in a while now."she said still trying to regain her breath.

"oh come on drama queen, before we're late for cl...."my statement was cut short my the annoying voice of Britney.

Britney is your typical popular mean girl.

wanted by every guy in the school and girlfriend to the famous bad boy.

I watched as people parted to give way for her as she rushed to reach her boyfriend Damian Santiago the school bad boy with her little followers rushing to keep up to her.

I watched as she and Damian kissed and everyone watched them like they were the most entertaining thing they've seen in a while.

Damian turned my way and for a split second our eyes met and it was like we were the only two in the hallway.

like I said split second.

I was not oblivious to the fact that Damian was a good looking guy.

He has brown hair.blue eyes and thin pink lips . He carries with him that five o clock shadow that most guys his age didn't.

his shoulders are broad and he is muscular in all the right places.He is always dressed in black a color which makes him look too good my liking.

I know an ordinary girl like me can never be with the school bad boy but I always wished one day he notices me cause apart from being handsome he carries around this darkness that I don't think most people have noticed.

"we all know she's with him does she have to do that in the hallway."a fraustrated Julia said besides me bringing me out of my thoughts.

"she's just staking her claim."I said with laughter laced words.

"from who Steph?,we all know she's his one and only."she replied.

"I don't think he also thinks so." I thought out loud.

"huh?" I heard not missing the confusion on Julia's face.

"nothing.come on Jules or we will definitely be late for class."

"I don't know how you're not affected by this don't you find him even a little bit attractive?".

I did but I wouldn't tell her that . She's my best friend but they are things that I can't tell her.

"even if I did ,which I don't,what difference will it make?"I replied.

our conversation ended with that and we walked to our first class.