Abby I woke up in Nico’s arms, everything about the night before came crashing down. I started pulling away, from Nico he didn’t move once out of the bed I saw the blood.. “It was on his hands his grey suit, on his face, I covered my mouth so I wouldn’t make a sound.. I started moving very slowly away from him, I finally got to the bathroom when my legs gave out.. I crawled to the bathtub, my body felts so dirty, why didn’t I stop him.? Why didn’t my father, or Sal or my uncle, they just watched.? “I did this to Damien, it is my fault he’s gone. Getting up from the bathtub, my body still feels weak. I got dressed looked at Nico one more time, and walked out the door.. When I got down stairs, I stop by the living room. “I could still see Damien tied to the chair bloody, the pla

