Abby “Today is the day, last night was hell for us, I hope to day will be better. My anxiety is throw the roof. We started to pack up, and grab a bit to eat.. I wish I could call my parents, let them know everything that happened.. But why they are the ones that sold me to the devil, if they only knew.. The feeling of helplessness ever stop, in a crazy way I miss Nico.. “I really did love him, even though he hurt me so many times I love him.. I am crazy that is it I am f*****g nuts, I love a man that doesn’t even want me.. Just my luck.. All I can hope for now, is that the pain will stop soon. My body feels empty, my stomach feels like an endless pit, my mind hurts and my heart is broken.. “I never knew love could f**k you up this bad, just the thought of them together makes me c

