LUCA
I felt guilty as I said the words.
I didn't do anything wrong, but the look of hurt on her face made me feel guilty anyway.
"You don't want children with me?" Alina asked, pain stripping her voice raw.
"Yes. Or with any other woman. I vowed never to have kids." I bit out.
I had promised myself never to bring a child into the world. The Mafia was deadly. I didn't want my son to lack emotions the way I did, or to see blood and death the way I did everyday.
Alina separated herself from me physically, sat on the bed and held her head. "Why didn't you say this before we got married?" She asked, sobbing.
"We were married in three days. There wasn't time to discuss everything."
I was late for work. I had come in to see how she was doing. I didn't intend to start a f
