THIRTY-NINE
A week later and Ryan and I were back to being awkward which was infuriating me. He's been doing a lot of celebrating, which I'm not mad about but I mean he hasn't been around. I was starting to think he really didn't care about me. He had his first meeting with his parole officer. He didn't have to take any drug tests but that wouldn't matter since he drinks but doesn't do drugs. My mother practically disowned me because in her words "How can you love him he's a criminal?" My response was to send her the song going "Mama I'm in love with a criminal. This kind of love isn't rational." She didn't like it very well and my father has come over for dinner with Ryan and I. He seems to be warming up to him but I'm not holding out any hope. I can't hold out any hope because I don't want to be d
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