Madeline I was nervous and happy at the same time. Yesterday I was excited about seeing them again, but now as I am about to face them after what felt like a freaking eternity... hell.. this is strange. It is strange and stupid to feel this nervous when in reality there is nothing to be nervous about. I trust these people with my life and they know why I left them... but still... I felt like I failed them or betrayed them by being here, but I had no choice about it. Maybe it was the fact that I started enjoying being here with Percy even when it goes against everything I ever believed in, but I was not ready to consider that as a real possibility. I brushed my fingers through my hair trying to release the frustration when Percie'c scent hit my nose. Shit. I can smell him on me and

