Chapter 8: A Game We Can't Win

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That night, I couldn't sleep. I kept replaying his words in my head, hating that he could get under my skin so easily. But more than that, I hated that I missed him. I wasn't supposed to feel this way. It wasn't fair. After tossing and turning for hours, I finally gave up. I grabbed my hoodie and slipped downstairs, needing some fresh air. The house was silent, everyone asleep. Or so I thought. As soon as I stepped onto the balcony, I froze. Ethan was there, leaning against the railing, a cigarette between his fingers. He turned at the sound of my footsteps, his gaze locking onto mine. "Couldn't sleep?" I hesitated before stepping closer. "What are you doing out here?" He exhaled a slow breath of smoke. "Thinking." I bit my lip. "About what?" A shadow of a smile crossed his face. "You." My breath caught, but I forced myself to play it cool. "Ethan—" He cut me off. "Do you want me to stop?" I stared at him, my heart pounding. "What?" "Do you want me to stop looking at you like this?" He took a step closer. "To stop wanting you?" I should have said yes. I should have walked away. But I just stood there, completely frozen, as he reached out and tucked a strand of hair behind my ear. His fingers lingered, his touch sending warmth through my skin. And when he whispered, "Because I can't," I knew I was already losing this fight.
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