I wasn't myself at work today. I was, for the lack of a better word, absolutely cranky. I kept snapping on staff and patients. That is not me. People were concerned. I could see that in their eyes and it made me feel worse. I immediately apologized. I was worried about Rose, about us. I wish I could go back to the day we hired Jared and undo it. I haven't eaten anything since morning. Rose has been throwing tantrums at home too. I kept on calling and texting Cass the whole day as Rose would not reply to my texts. I s*****d her hard in the morning and then there was no aftercare too. I want to just let go and get back to us living each other. I am done with all the misunderstandings.
"Sam, when are we leaving? I am done for the day." I walk to his cabin.
"I am done too. I was thinking abo
