Splash.
The water was freezing. It hit my face like a physical slap, shocking the air back into my lungs. I gripped the edges of the porcelain sink until my knuckles turned white, staring at my reflection in the ornate, gold-framed mirror.
My eyes were too wide. My skin was the color of old parchment. I looked like a ghost who had just seen her murderer.
"Pull it together, Evelyn," I hissed at the mirror.
My voice was a jagged whisper.
He was out there. Adrian. The boy who had once held me while I cried over a rejected painting. The boy who had sworn he would never leave.
And he was engaged to Isabella.
A hysterical laugh bubbled up in my throat, threatening to turn into a sob. I swallowed it down. It tasted like bile.
I couldn't stay in here forever. If I did, Isabella would come knocking, and she would smell the weakness on me like a shark smells blood. I had to go back out there. I had to walk into that foyer, look him in the eye, and pretend that my heart wasn't bleeding out on the expensive marble floor.
I grabbed a hand towel, patting my face dry with aggressive precision. I smoothed my hair. I adjusted my sweater.
Armor on.
I built the wall brick by brick. First, the indifference. Then, the polite smile. Finally, the deadness behind the eyes. It was a mask I had perfected over twenty years of living in the Hart household.
I unlocked the door.
Click.
The sound was too loud in the silence of the hallway. I took a breath, held it for three seconds, and stepped out.
The walk back to the foyer felt like walking to the gallows. Every step echoed.
They were waiting.
Isabella was checking her reflection in a silver tray on the console table. Adrian was standing by the fireplace, his back straight, looking at the fire. He didn't turn when I entered.
"Finally," Isabella sighed, not bothering to look at me. "I was about to send a search party. Did you get lost in the hallway you grew up in?"
"Just needed to freshen up," I lied. My voice was steady. Good. "Long drive."
Adrian turned then.
The movement was slow, fluid, predatory.
Up close, the changes were devastating. The boy I knew had been rough edges and smudged graphite. He had worn thrift store flannels and smelled of rain and sawdust.
This man was polished steel.
He wore a suit that probably cost more than my entire year's rent—bespoke charcoal wool that fit him like a second skin. He wore a watch that glinted under the chandelier light. He looked expensive. He looked powerful.
He looked cold.
He watched me cross the room. His face was a mask of perfect, polite disinterest. There was no flicker of recognition. No softening of the eyes. Nothing.
It was terrifying.
"Evelyn," Isabella said, her voice dripping with performative sweetness as she looped her arm through Adrian's again. She claimed him. Marked him. "Since you ran off before we could finish... let me introduce you properly."
She looked up at him, beaming. "Adrian, this is my younger sister, Evelyn. The artist of the family."
She said artist the way one might say unemployed.
"And Evelyn," she turned to me, her smile tight. "This is Adrian Blackwell. My fiancé."
The word hung in the air, sharp and heavy.
Adrian stepped away from the fireplace. He closed the distance between us. He was so tall. I had forgotten how much space he took up. He loomed over me, blocking out the light from the Christmas tree.
He extended his hand.
"It's a pleasure to meet you, Evelyn."
The lie was delivered smoothly. His voice was deeper than I remembered—a rich baritone that vibrated in my chest. But the tone... it was flat. Impersonal.
He waited.
I stared at his hand.
It was large. Strong. I remembered those hands. I remembered how they felt tangled in my hair. I remembered how they felt sketching on a notepad. I remembered how they felt mapping the curve of my spine.
If I touched him, I would shatter.
"Evelyn," Isabella snapped, her tone warning. "Don't be rude."
I jerked my head up. I looked into his eyes.
Stormy gray. Intelligent. Guarded.
And deep within them, buried under layers of ice, I saw it. A warning.
Don't, his eyes said. Don't you dare.
I forced my hand up. My arm felt like lead. My fingers trembled, betraying me.
I placed my hand in his.
The contact was electric.
Shockwaves rattled up my arm, settling deep in my marrow. His skin was warm. Dry. The callouses from his days of manual labor were gone, smoothed away by years of boardrooms and luxury.
He squeezed my hand. Firm. Brief. A business transaction.
"Pleasure," I whispered. I couldn't get any more words out.
He held on for a fraction of a second too long. His thumb brushed against my knuckle—a microscopic movement that nobody else would have seen. But I felt it. It burned.
Then, he let go.
I pulled my hand back as if I had touched a hot stove. I tucked it immediately behind my back, clenching it into a fist to stop the shaking.
"I've heard... much about you," Adrian said. He was looking at me, but he wasn't really seeing me. He was looking at a stranger.
"Isabella mentioned you paint," he added politely.
"She dabbles," Isabella cut in, laughing lightly. "Daddy says it's a phase, but she's very stubborn. Anyway, darling, we should move to the drawing room. Daddy is waiting for the scotch you promised him."
She tugged on his arm.
Adrian didn't look back at me. He turned, his body angling toward Isabella, shielding her, prioritizing her.
"Of course," he said to her. "Lead the way."
They walked toward the drawing room, a perfect, matched set. The black suit and the red velvet dress. The power couple. The future of the Hart legacy.
I stood alone in the foyer.
My hand still tingled where he had touched me. The phantom warmth was fading, replaced by the biting cold of the house.
I watched his back as he walked away. He didn't look over his shoulder. He didn't hesitate. He walked with the confidence of a man who belonged here.
A terrible, hollow realization opened up inside me.
The Adrian I loved—the boy who hated this house as much as I did—was gone. He hadn't just left; he had been erased.
In his place stood a stranger with familiar eyes. A stranger who had just shaken my hand and lied to my face without blinking.
I wasn't just invisible to my father anymore.
To Adrian Blackwell, I didn't even exist.