We made it back to my room thankfully Travis did not talk the whole way their. It gave me some time to think about what has been going on. He wants me to open up to someone even if it is not him.. I do not understand why he wants me to talk to someone about what has happened to me. What has happened has happened and there is nothing we can do that will change what happened to me? Maybe I should ask Travis why he wants me to talk. Why he thinks it would help? I think I will build up the courage and ask him when we get to the room.
Once we got to the room Travis sat down in his chair where he has been since I got here. "Hey Travis I have question? Why do you want me to talk to someone about what happened to me? It won't be able to change anything that has happened."
Travis:
Oh my gosh she actually talked to me first without me asking her a question of some sort. Jo I know that it won't be able to change anything but it could help you process what did happen. How you have felt when things were happening. Jo have dreams like the one you just had is not normal. Waking up not knowing where you are at and who is with you can be dangers.
I know that you have trust issues because of what has happened to you. I do not know your background of where you came from or who hurt you. However, if you talk to someone about this maybe we can get the people that hurt you and won't let this happen to anyone else than. I know that does not make up what happened to you but it won't let anyone else go through the pain you went through. Please just think about it. "I will think about what you have said."