My eyes snapped open the moment I felt a hand on my hair. I became aware of everything around me immediately. My first instinct was to stretch my hands and touch the front chair. I had mixed feelings....on one hand, I was happy that I am still here with my friends while on the other hand, I felt somehow that I couldn't relate. Could it be that the dream phase is over?....I've slept twice now and nothing....I shifted retrieving my hand from touching the chair....I laid for sometime having several thoughts at once.....As if sensing my discomfort, Jo asked me if I am alright which I responded positively to..... We drove late into the night non_stop just as Marvin said at the motel...I stood up from my lying position sometime along the way and placed my head on the car window, looking out of

