Chapter FourFive days have passed and I’ve not heard much from Alex. I definitely scared him off telling him I love him. There’s nothing to it but to give him space. I know that, and yet it feels like the worst thing ever. What if he decides all this emotional crap isn’t worth it?
This never happened with Jeff, he never ran off and avoided me, at least not that I remember. He always stuck around, until things went totally south. Why do relationships have to be so complicated?
Taking another deep breath nearly calms all the various fears that have started racing around in my head. Nearly.
I focus once again on the login screen in front of me. Fetlife. I haven’t dared to look at it ever since the New Year. I didn’t want to draw attention to how it all started, for fear of making him suspi
