CLARK’S POV
GODDAMMIT.
Exactly two days since she left me, I am always dumbfounded and I don't know why. Maybe I am affected? Maybe I am worried? Maybe I am thinking about her? I don't know. With her absence for two days, I don't know how to move forward. Yes, I admit that I missed her. But apart from that, I am hating her again.
See? She left with no reason. I don't know where she went. She didn't say anything. She didn't say goodbye. Suddenly, she just disappeared like a bubble. Why? Is it because I hurt her? Is it because she is struggling with me? Is it because she can't stand my behavior anymore?
It's just right that I didn't give her a chance to enter my life a second time because I knew that she would give up on me too. The thing that I always told Ellaine when she was going to
