EMERALD'S POV
"YOU DON'T remember even his reflection? Even a glimpse of him?" I frowned and shook my head repeatedly while talking to Ellaine.
Until this day, I still can't believe that I have lost what I have treasured for more than twenty years. And this is all my fault. I have no one to blame but myself. I did this to myself.
I just leaned back and stared at the ceiling. Losing hope of ever finding that man.
"f**k. What if you get pregnant? What will you feed the child? Are you thinking?!" I understand why Ellaine is annoyed with me now. If I were in her shoes, I would feel the same way too.
I know that she was just concerned because the reason why she is helping me to find a job is because I don't have any money. But here I am and still have the courage to get into trouble that I
