SAHARRA'S POV
I DRUNK the bottle with only alcohol and dropped it on the floor. Because I was sitting on the floor of the ship while leaning on the railings by myself. Even though the butt of the bottle on the floor had not yet warmed up, I took it again and poured it until it was empty.
I've had several bottles but I still feel like it's not enough. It's not enough to get rid of the pain I feel. I almost made it water and juice but the alcohol still doesn't work for me. I want to have fun. I like it, while I am having fun at this party I am thinking of nothing but myself. I want, when I think about myself, I can forget about Clark for a while.
Why did it take so long for this shameless wine to take effect? I just want to mingle with people as if I am not Saharra.
I felt empty as I wat
