SAHARRA'S POV I DON'T know how many bottles of alcohol I've consumed and I feel like I just felt the effect of what I am drinking right now. I didn't realize that I had so many. But this is what I want. I want to vanquish my worries and care for the people around me. And I know that I started enjoying drinking when I became comfortable with Jiro. I didn't realize that I was talking to him and laughing. I enjoyed his company. I can easily get comfortable with someone especially when I don't sense a bad aura. I just refrained from being friendly earlier because I didn't want an issue. I don't want to create a mess and discomfort with Clark if he sees us. But that didn't bother me anymore since I know that Jiro won't flirt with me. I couldn't stop it either when Jiro shared his heartbreaks

