SAHARRA'S POV
MY LIFE as Clark's slave was back to its normal. It has been a few days since I attended Ellaine's friend's engagement party. And I have been trying to forget what I saw for a few days now. I am trying my best not to think of that.
Just like I told Ellaine. I did not see them. I did not see anything and I was blind. That's what I kept repeating every time it crossed my mind. For me to be able to stay by his side, I need to be blind, deaf and mute. So far, I am still surviving. I have trouble sleeping and eating but I know I can do it.
I can't swallow my food every time it flashes to my memory. I can't sleep peacefully. Even in my dream, it always appeared. But I am still moving forward. I understand everything and I need to pat my shoulder to convince myself that everythi
