Trigger Warning: Self-harm
The abrupt truth that has been unveiled to us that night spread in our entire Baranggay like a wildfire. It was one of the talks of the town in December.
Sa tuwing lumalabas ako ng bahay at naririnig ko agad ang araw-araw na chismis ng mga tao tungkol sa pamilya ko at kay Caleb, knowing that I once had a relationship with Caleb whom I thought not forbidden to be loved.
Mula nang gabing 'yon ay wala na kaming koneksiyon sa isa't-isa. We didn't have a proper talk and closure about that, and I'm fine with it actually because it might be hard more, for the reason that I don't want to admit it right in front of him... yet.
I don't want to accept it yet... it was unendurable to be accepted.
Ayaw kong personal namin na pag-usapan 'yon dahil ayaw kong masampal u
