AMIA
His mouth touched my body, and every lie vanished.
All the things I tried to keep hidden simply faded away.
His tongue moved over my c**t, and I grabbed the bedsheets tightly as my body grew tense.
I felt myself rising to a level of pleasure I had never reached before.
When my body finally gave in, his mouth was pressed against me, and a deep connection filled my chest.
"f**k," he growled while climbing up over me.
"Again. I need to hear that scream over and over, Amia. All night long."
My hands reached for his pants since they were close enough.
"Naked. Need you naked."
His c**k pressed so hard against his pants that the zipper barely moved, but I pulled them down over his hips.
I lifted my leg to push the fabric down, which shifted my hips and brought his c**k right against my p***y.
"I need a minute," he muttered, so I flipped our positions.
Using my foot, I kicked his pants off the rest of the way and sat over him.
It was not about taking control, because we both knew who was stronger, but sitting on top of him made me feel powerful.
I was still feeling the high from the orgasm, and I wanted him inside me right then.
"Still need a minute?" I asked while dragging my finger down his chest.
I slid my hips forward to test the feeling, and his c**k rubbed against my c**t.
The sensation was strong, and I gasped from how sensitive I felt.
"Amia," he groaned. "I am going to lose control. Give me a second."
"No. I want you to lose control. I want to see you like that, Zand. See you at your highest," I whispered while looking down at him. "Please."
His dark eyes turned blue, and a low growl came from his throat.
I pushed my own wolf down and slid over him once more.
That was all it took.
He flipped me onto my back and held my hands above my head, giving me everything I wanted.
I had him completely.
"There you are," I whispered, reaching up to touch his face. "f**k me, Alpha. f**k me hard."
His hand went around my neck. "You think you can control me, Omega?"
"I think we are about to find out."
He pushed inside me with a sharp pain that went away quickly.
My body was wet and completely ready for him.
Zand moved hard and fast, and we connected instantly.
He stopped for a moment, holding himself deep inside me while staring down into my eyes.
The mating bond pulled at my chest, and I could not ignore it.
A purr came out of my throat, and I let it happen.
"God, yes. Purr for me, Amia. My omega," he snarled while pushing into me again. "Mine."
He said the word over and over like a man possessed, and every time he said it, my purr grew louder.
My nails dragged down his back, mixing the pleasure of our bond with the pain of blood under my fingernails.
I had never felt anything like this in my entire life.
I came while screaming his name, and he kept pushing through my orgasm.
He kept going until I could not breathe and my voice went quiet.
When he finally came and shouted my name, a calm feeling spread through my body.
I had spent so much time running when I could have been right here in his arms doing this.
I had been completely wrong the whole time.
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I slept for hours, and he was gone by the time I opened my eyes.
His side of the bed was still warm, and I hummed as I smelled his scent on the sheet.
He probably went to his room to gather his things and would return soon so we could start our life together.
Moonlight came through the window, and a smile stayed on my face.
I took the pillows off the bed and pulled the sheets and blankets off the mattress.
I did not have his clothes or anything that smelled like him, but this bed fabric would have to do for now.
I could call housekeeping for extra sheets and pillows later, though doing that now felt unreasonable given the late hour.
Zand would understand the situation when he came back.
First nests were usually simple and messy anyway.
Still, I wanted it to look good so it showed how much I wanted to care for him, protect him, and love him.
When he saw his bed rearranged, he would understand what our future was going to look like.
I would make a proper nest later, but this was enough for tonight.
A knock came at the door, and my smile grew wider.
It disappointed me a little that he did not use the balcony again, since that felt romantic, but the door was fine too.
Using the hallway meant he was letting everyone know I belonged to him.
I wondered when I became so romantic, since I never believed a mating bond would happen to me.
Omegas were not supposed to have mates, but that rule was clearly wrong now that Luna and I both found ours.
Our wolves were coming out and making choices for us.
I did not trust my wolf with everything, but I could trust her with this decision.
Zand was a strong alpha, and he made my body react in ways I had never felt before.
Finding a mate brought a strange sense of freedom.
I walked to the door with energy, but it was not Zand standing on the other side.
"King Orion!"
I was completely naked.
I turned around quickly, picked up a sheet from the floor, and wrapped it around my body.
Shame hit me, and I closed my eyes because this was not how I ever presented myself to the King.
The King smelled the air as he stepped into the room. "Expecting someone else?"
He could smell Zand's scent, which made sense since Zand was my mate.
King Orion looked down at the sheets on the floor. "You have been busy."
"I meant no disrespect, King Orion. I hope you know that."
"You never mean to disrespect," he said with a small smile. "Despite all that fire in you, you are all grace."
I wondered if he came to say goodbye to me before I left.
"I owe you a lot, King Orion. I suppose I should call you Your Majesty now."
"And why is that?" he asked while closing the door behind him. "Amia, I know the truth, so there is no need to act like this. Zand already spoke to me. He is an untrained alpha who made a mistake, but the way he tried to fix it was bad."
"Fix it?" My heart missed a beat. "What do you mean?"
"He was here tonight and you are naked. Tell me you did not sleep with him, Amia. You are not that kind of woman. He used you downstairs, so tell me you did not let him use you in this room."
He used me downstairs? "Zand spoke to you," I said slowly while my heart beat irregularly. "What exactly did Zand tell you?"
"There is my omega, always trying to keep things quiet. He told me that the two of you are not really mates."
A sharp pain hit my chest, and I had to use all my control not to double over right there.
I knew what was happening without needing anyone to explain it to me.
The new bond inside my chest was breaking apart and turning into nothing.
I knew pack bonds could be broken and cause terrible pain, but I did not know mating bonds could be destroyed like this too.
I turned away from King Orion so he would not see the tears filling my eyes while I struggled to breathe.
I wondered if this pain was going to kill me, because I had never felt anything this bad in my life.
Zand rejected me.
He denied our bond and was tearing it out of my chest.
"Amia?"
The warm bond disappeared completely, leaving behind an empty, cold space that made it clear I was not wanted.
Smiling through pain was easy for me because I had done it my entire life.
"He came here to apologize," I lied to him. "And I wanted a little revenge. Now, if you will excuse me, I want to get some sleep before we leave tomorrow."
As soon as the door closed, my knees gave out, and I fell to the floor while the pain took over.