I doubt these rogues are used to being expected. That's likely why they hadn't attacked yet.
Their normal strategy wouldn't work.
But... he was actually here.
It finally hit me. It seems even if you think you were prepared for something and you haven't. In my case, it was that my dad was still alive and that I would have to fight him.
I know that was all I could think of for weeks, but I've never imagined it hadn't really hit me yet.
Honestly, you may be surprised that my death hadn't crashed down on me, but I had always felt like I had escaped my death. I didn't deserve to make it.
But I see now. I survived because my father shouldn't have. My purpose is to free the world of him. I didn't escape death, it was just postponed.
A temporary existence. Stolen time.
Makes for a goo
