fated or sealed

Raven’s View

I sat at the bench, Staring blankly when I heard footsteps.

God, He is my beloved, Lucky he has another, It wont be hard for him to move on this way.

“Hi” he says awkwardly, God he is adorable.

I realised that I was in fact smirking.

“I guess a congratulations is in order for you and A rejection needs to happen” even I did not believe my own words, It stings to know that I could of....No I have no chance....

“No.....please....I.....I” he sounds adorable.

“Look, you have Kayla, I have Zayne, You have a child, best just get this rejection going” I whispered looking back to the water, I saw 2 ducks swimming together, I wish I could have that freedom.

“NO, I....I. Mean no I am not rejecting you, Not a chance” i sighed at this confession, He has no idea how this will possibly end.

“Love, Dear it is time to come in” Zayne cleared his throat interrupting, how much did he hear, oh goddess, What if he hurts Damon, s**t.

I follow Zayne in and Damon follows me, as we sit down, Zayne leans in and whispers in my ear making my eyes go wide with horror.

“You look at him or be left alone with him again, You know what will happen” and he smirks and talks to my father.

I try avoid eye contact and asked my father for me to be excused and Damon stood asking where the bathroom is.

FUCK, Cant he take a hint, I feel Zayne’s eyes on me. f**k, I am paying for this later, My father offers me to show him while me and Zayne are trying persuade one of our friends to help, But it does not work.

I Nod.

When we are far enough away Damon cages me against the bathroom door.

“W...what are y...you do...doing” God I never f*****g stutter.

“I am kissing my mate” he joined his lips to mine and I moaned at the sensation.

He tastes just like I imagine, I feel my hunger and push him away going to the mirror.

“fuck...” I whisper.

“What is wrong, Was it the kiss, Was it me...”

“No, I need to go...Now” I whimpered moving further away from him.

“Why” Hurt shone in his eyes, Please let me get out of here goddess.

“My...hunger....When...Beloved’s are found their hunger starts...please let me go....” I will not hurt him, please. I am mentally begging right now.

“Feed on me...” he whispered, my eyes went wide.

“I....” just then a knock on the door and I dove out the window and straight to the forest to feed, I do not know where I am going.

As I hunted down a deer to feed on, I hear leaves crunch, My eyes glowed.

“I know it is you” Prince Damon, seriously, when will he give up.

“Look I need to make sure your okay” he said once he changed back, I look shyly away while biting my lip, god he is big.

“Please look at me” he whispered.

“Hmm” i cleared my throat keeping my eyes connected to his, do not look, do not loo....damn it I looked.

He smirked.

“Like what you see, My love” he said walking towards me.

I put my hands up and sparks ran up my arms, I pulled my hands away realising there is blood coating his chest.

“Sorry” I mumble and he lifted my face so I am looking directly at him and then he places my hands back and wraps his around me, god that feels so good right now, the sparks licked at my skin, making me want to moan at the sensation.

“Do not apologise, I am yours” when he said that it snapped me out of it and i pushed him away and he got dressed.

“My dear, May I have a word” f**k, Zayne has show up now, s**t.

“O...of course” I smiled as I approached him, he grabbed my arm, I am sure that will bruise later.

“Do not go near that f*****g prince” he whisper growled in my ear, I nodded and walked ahead and into my room.

Fuck, he will come bolting in any minute, s**t. I start pacing up and down my room when I heard the doorknob twist and yanked open.

He slammed it shut and stormed towards me, I cower against the wall, Tears streaming.

He lifted his hand, slapped me across the face, so hard that I fell to the floor from the impact when he yanked my clothes off and slashed his nails across my skin, It hurt so bad, I held my hand over my stomach.

“STAY THE f**k AWAY FROM THAT MUT OF A PRINCE, OR YOU WILL GET WORSE THAN THAT” and he stormed out.

Marie came in and helped me stitch myself up and wash the blood away.

“My princess, I am so sorry, Can you tell your father, I hate what he does to you” she looks at me, eyes watering with pain.

“No I can not, He has done worse, He has beaten me far worse, If my father finds out he will be like an angry thunder storm” i whisper.

“Ok, Please be careful princess” and with that last word she leaves, I dress in my royal robe and nightdress, when a knock is at my door, I shout come in as I go to sit on my balcony, struggling slightly as it is very painful.

“Marie told me, Raven, why are you letting him do this” Katie says joining me on my balcony, handing me a cigarette.

“I have no choice Katie, Damon is my beloved, I can not be with him, He has someone else and I owe my life to this realm” I whisper.

“You deserve be with your beloved” She yelled.

“It is fine, Katie look, I will be okay” she sighed walking to the door, before exiting she said one last thing.

“What if he kills you” and she walks away.

She has a point, But I must keep it to myself, If I even hinted that he had hurt me, I will be killed by him.

I hate how my life is chosen for me, It is unfair, Why can I not find a moment to think to myself, All my life everything has been planned out, I have to protect my coven, My kingdom, This has to be done.