fated or sealed

3 days later

It has been amazing with Damon, we are currently curled in my bed talking when I hear Katie knock.

“Yes” I shout, It is strange that Katie knocked.

“He is back” My eyes widen, s**t I quickly push Damon off the bed and he hid underneath when a thunderous Zayne came in, I distracted Zayne long enough for Damon to leave.

What I did not expect was hours of torchorous r**e from the one man I feared, I had bruises and was drifting in and out, No one came, I thought Damon would come, Hoping he could feel my fear, Clearly not.

When it finally ended, I cleaned myself and Katie helped me, She brought me food and was currently taking my tray.

He did not come, I..I am so stupid, Hoping I would be saved from my torchorous pain, But no.

I smell Damon walk into the room and to my balcony.

“HOW DARE YOU f*****g SLEEP WITH THAT i***t” he yelled at me, What does he think he is, I was f*****g r***d.

“I DID NOT f*****g SLEEP WITH HIM”

“DONT GIVE ME THAT s**t, I MAY BE POSSESSIVE BUT I AM NOT A f*****g FOOL I MAY AS WELL GO”

“FINE, GO, I WAS....NEVERMIND YOU WILL NOT BELIEVE ME ANYWAY, SO LEAVE” tears was streaming my face.

He stormed out as I broke I collapsed to the floor crying, begging the goddess to help me.

Why did he react like this, I guess...It is a good think he leaves, It is best for him to completely forget about me, One way or another, I remember every word in that hospital and every word is true, He can not walk away from his child, even if it does hurt me.

I Spent hours begging the moon goddess to let him move on, let him get over this and be a real father and mate to both his child and Kayla.

He deserves be happy even if I have to sacrifice my sanctuary, My heart, My happiness, Him, He deserves so much more.

DAMON VIEW

She slept with him, f**k when I yelled at her I could tell I hurt her more, Maybe I should leave, She wants to be with him then fine.

Kayla came in and I f****d her without mercy I do not care if she feels it anymore, I can f**k Kayla if she wants f**k him.

I heard Kayla scream and I moaned when I came, Imagining mine and Raven first time and every time after.

I went downstairs the next morning and Kay was nowhere to be seen.

“Mother you seen Kayla” My mother gave me a disappointed look and walked away, what have I done now.

“father”

“She is shopping, All I have to say to you, son is you f****d up, Big, We know she is your mate son, We notice that look anywhere” and my father walked away from me.

What the f**k have I done wrong, She f****d someone else first, next thing I know a fiery red head slapped me across the face, I growled at her.

“YOU PRICK. SHE WAS r***d YOU d**k” I immediately froze up, what, surely she would of tolf me.

Realisation struck me, f**k I never gave her a chance to...

“SHE ENDURED ENOUGH, IT IS BAD ENOUGH YO...”

“ENOUGH, KATIE, GO CHECK ON MY DAUGHTER, I HAVE YET TO SEE HER, WHAT IS GOING ON HERE” King Viktor boomed.

“Nothing” She murmed, walking away quickly.

“Damon” he nodded and walked away.

Fuck. Was I really that hard on her....

I told you give her a chance human my wolf mumbled.

I am such an i***t, f**k she will never forgive me now.

Just then Kayla burst through the door mumbling how she wants to go back to the kingdom to give birth there, She hates vampires, I do not, My mate is one, They are fierce, Loyal, and I f****d it up.

After discussing Kayla’s wishes with my parents they agree it is the best course of action.

I am angry but I know my mate needs time, hopefully not too much time, I need her, f**k.

I go pack and drive away with Kayla talking the whole way back to the palace.

I am angry that my parents are making me leave, Especially after all our arguments, Maybe she is right, Maybe just maybe I need forget her, even if my wolf, Me and my heart does not want to, I want to choose her, Right now I hurt her the most, The accusations, Everything till now, All I have done since I met her is f**k up, Hurt her, Deeply, I do not deserve her, She is to good for me.

I wish Kayla would shut up, She has been bugging me about becoming my queen, That is what she wants, Be my queen, But the only person I want to have the title KING next to is my princess, My love, My Raven, No, Queen Raven.

It has a lovely ring to it, My queen, I want my Raven, My heart, My soul, My light in my own darkness, I caused her the darkest pain anyone can give, I...I am sorry moon goddess.

I Am not good enough, For her, I want to be good enough, No the best version of myself for her, My Raven, My sexy, Beautiful vampire, I should not of hurt her, I am sorry moon goddess, Please just one more chance, I need to make this right.