Turmoil. That was precisely what she was wrestling with as she tossed and turned that night. To remain as Jessie or take her life back as Everlyn. Both had positives and negatives that would impact her life moving forward.
If she were to remain as Jessie, then she could be Simon’s lover. She could be invisible and continue to live out her life the way she chose. Jessie had freedom. However, she would always be looked down upon by others, underestimated, and could potentially ruin Simon’s house. Even if Simon didn’t care about titles or prestige, it would still affect him.
Everlyn, on the other hand, had prestige in spades. She could easily aid Simon in any and all endeavors. She could be an asset to Oliver once he took the throne as well–married or not. Everlyn had power in her fingert
