The last bus rolled toward me, its yellow headlights dim in the night. I got on, took the window seat in the back row, and watched the city slide backward through the darkness. Neon signs blurred into dotted lines. When I got home, my mom was already asleep. The kitchen light was still on, and a bowl of oatmeal with brown sugar and cinnamon sat on the counter, still warm. I sat on the little kitchen stool and ate it spoonful by spoonful. That night, I slept more deeply than I had in years. No more dreams about forgotten applications. No more dreams about Ethan and Lila walking away from me side by side. The next morning, I was woken by the doorbell. I rubbed my eyes and opened the door. Ethan's mother stood outside with a bag of fresh bagels in her hand. They were my favorite. "

