COLEEN The silence was the loudest part. Hayden had been gone three days, and already my body had fallen into the rhythm of waiting. I was checking my phone without realizing it, listening for a buzz that never came, convincing myself I wasn’t anxious while counting the hours since his last message. The last thing he’d sent was a blurry photo from the airport shuttle with the caption: “Coach looks like he’s about to murder us all and it’s only Day 1.” I’d laughed. And then spent twenty minutes wondering if I should reply with something funny or meaningful or nothing at all. I chose a simple: “You’ve got this. Be nice to the coach. He has the power to murder you.” He never replied which I understood because he needed some time to settle in and establish a routing for the next few we

