Inara I can’t believe it. I’m stunned. Alexander doesn’t move. He seems to be waiting for a reaction from me—or at least an answer. He spends his life reminding me that I mean nothing to him, so why? Why can’t I answer him? Normally, I would’ve made it clear that what I do with my body is none of his business. This time, I can’t bring myself to snap back with one of my venomous lines. I’m scared of disappointing him by giving an answer he doesn’t want. Since when do I care about what Alexander thinks of me? And more importantly—since when do I not want to disappoint him? What the hell is going on with me? ________________________________________ Alexander “You have no right to ask me that,” she says. I can’t tear my eyes away from hers. She looks exhausted. Like a porcelain dol

