Love at first sight

Hart to hart

Jenna led me to my brother and I felt so angry.I thought someone hit him or something but he was just drunk. I left James for this. He layed on the couch talking noncence. " Seriously Sam. I left you for a few minutes and you drowned yourself in alcohol. This is why I never take you with me. You ALWAYS do this. Uhh." I said frustrated. I turned around to look for James but he was gone. Uhh my life sucks. Just when I met someone who makes me laugh." Come on let's get you home. Must i drive you girls or are you Ok?"I asked. " No we're ok. Just take him home before he does something stupid." Jasmin said." Ok guys. I better go. I'll call you. Thanks for tonight."I said.

We hugged and said our goodbyes. Sam even tried to kiss Sofie. We left and I had to help him to my car. We climbed in the car and drove." Why did we go. I just started to enjoy it."He said. I gave him the look. This stupid boy." I'm never taking you with me again. You're not even suppose to drink yet. What will our parents say when you come home drunk ha? They're gonna blame me not you. What if someone saw you or something. You know Dad has a good reputation to uphold."i said. He sight and said" Do you know how hard it is to always be good? I'm sick of it. This is not who I am Sofia. I'm not like you ok."

" You think I want to be like this Sam? Father taught me to be a good little girl all my life. That's all I know. It's different with you, you're a boy and can get away with stuff but withe me I always have to be lady like. I'm so lonely.You don't know what it's like to always have to be pretty and have a smile on your face.Dad might have money but that does not make me happy. Most guys are just after me because they know Dad has money. I just feel so tired sometimes Sam."

He looked at me , just looked at me. I never wanted to tell him that but I just had enough. " I'm sorry sis. I never new you felt like that. You never spoke about that." He said. " I never talked about it so you wouldn't have known.I know I'm only 2years older than you but I kinda felt that I had to protect you from this life. That's why I always tried to make you happy when we were younger. I did not want you to grow up worrying about always being perfect.I love you Sam and even when I am harsh sometimes I only want to protect you."I said.He took my hand and squeezed it." I know you love me sis and I love you too. I'm sorry for everything." We just drove home in silence.