I went up to my room and fell on my bed.This is the worst day of my life.I call Jenna and tell her abound what happened.She is so shocked that she's speechless." Friend I don't even know what to say to you right now.I can't even ...wow I never expected this. How are you handling it?" she asked.
" To be honest, I don't know.I faked as if I'm feeling sick and came up to my room. You should see him, he couldn't even speak.I had to talk first and the worst thing of all is I have to pretend as if I'm happy and all.I almost had s*x with him Jenna. When I first met him I thought it was love at first sight.Oh no ...I think I'm in love with my brother!" I hyperventilate.
How could this happen to me?
" Jenna I'm gonna take a warm shower to calm my nerves. I'll call you tomorrow ok.Bye, love you." I said and hang up.
I went and got myself ready to shower.
[After shower]
I took a long warm shower.It helped a bit with the nerves.I hear someone knocking at my door.It's probably Mom to see if I'm ok." Come in!" I shouted.The person came in and I went out of my bathroom.
It wasn't Mom but it was James and he looked at me from my head to my toes.
Now I remember that I'm only in a small towel.I tried to cover myself up.He walks over to me and I walk backwards.I bump into the wall while he's still walking towards me.He stops right infront of me.
I hold in my breath while he stared at me." So your my sister.I always wanted siblings but why did it have to be you.From every girl on this planet...
Why you?" he asked.
I wondered the same.Why him?
I push him away from me." You can't just come in here.Let's get this straight ok, we have to pretend that we don't know each other and stay away from one another ok.We pretend like we're one happy family but behind their back we're not so close ok." I said.
He looks at me." So you're just going to pretend like you don't feel the connection between us?"He asked.
Can you believe this guy?" We are family James.We can't do what you want us to do ok.What happened that night can never happen again.The 'connection ' you speek about can never be felt again.You are my brother now and I'm your sister. " I said.
" But Sofia..." He tried to say but I cut him off." James please just ...stay away from me ok.Can you please leave now?" I asked.This is for the best.He gave me a hug and left.