I didn’t sleep much that weekend.
Every time I closed my eyes, I saw the coffee cup on my desk. Heard his voice. “You’re my intern”, low and deliberate, like it meant more than the words themselves. I tried to shake it. Rewrite it. Tell myself it wasn’t what it felt like.
But it stayed with me. Tucked under my skin.
By Monday morning, I’d rehearsed a dozen versions of how to act normal. I showed up ten minutes earlier than usual. I was dressed sharper. My desk was too clean. I’d rewritten my to-do list twice before he arrived.
At exactly 8:05, the elevator chimed. Adrian stepped off.
No jacket today. Just a white shirt rolled at the sleeves and dark navy trousers cut too perfectly to be off-the-rack. His hair was neater than usual. No coffee in hand.
He walked past.
Slowed.
His eyes met mine for a second that stretched a little too long.
“Morning,” he said.
Soft. Controlled.
Then he walked into his office without waiting for a reply.
I didn’t exhale until the door shut behind him.
That was the first moment I realized something dangerous had started. And I hadn’t imagined it.
But by noon, he was cold again.
He gave me instructions without looking at me. Passed a contract across the desk with the words “Redline it. Quickly.” No hello. No pause. Nothing behind the eyes.
The back-and-forth from Friday was gone. The weight. The stillness. Like it never happened.
I told myself I was overthinking it. I told myself he was just tired, or focused, or that maybe I was projecting things that weren’t there.
Still, I found myself watching the way his hand tightened slightly when he typed. The way he stopped to reread his own messages, jaw clenched. He looked… restrained. Not angry. Just tightly sealed.
He didn’t speak to me again until five.
He opened his office door, leaning halfway out.
“Milo. In here.”
I stood too fast, heart suddenly loud.
He didn’t sit when I entered. Just stood near the desk, arms folded.
“I’m adding you to the Maxwell file.”
My mouth opened. “I— okay.”
“You’ll attend the next three meetings. You’ll be handling correspondence too. Confirmations. Follow-ups. No legal advice, obviously.”
“Of course.”
His expression didn’t change.
“This doesn’t mean anything,” he said flatly.
I blinked. “I didn’t say it did.”
He stared a moment longer.
Then, softer, almost like a slip, “You’re not like the others.”
I tried to respond, but he was already turning away. Already done.
“That’ll be all.”
He sat down, picked up a pen, and didn’t look at me again.
I walked out, but the sound of You’re not like the others followed me for the rest of the night.
Tuesday, he barely spoke.
When he passed me a case file in the morning, our hands almost touched. He didn’t pull back fast. He didn’t acknowledge it either. Just kept talking like nothing happened.
“Reformat this before lunch. Cassie wants it uniform.”
“Got it.”
He left. I sat there for ten minutes, staring at the pages and thinking about how his skin had felt,cooler than mine, just barely, but real.
I went to the break room to cool off. I needed space. But when I opened the door, I nearly ran into him.
He stood there with a mug in hand, alone, like he’d been waiting for something or someone. His expression didn’t move when he saw me. No smile. No tension.
He held out the second mug.
“Try this. You look half awake.”
I took it. Carefully. My fingers brushed his.
His voice was low. “Let me know if it’s too strong.”
He walked past me like it didn’t mean anything.
But it did. It always did.
Wednesday, everything flipped again.
He didn’t acknowledge me at all.
Didn’t speak. Didn’t ask for anything. Barely glanced in my direction. If I hadn’t known better, I’d think he was punishing me for something I didn’t understand.
The silence hurt more than it should’ve. I spent most of the day hunched at my desk, pretending to focus. Cassie came by around three, dropping off a stack of forms and telling me I was scheduled to attend the Maxwell client dinner on Friday.
“Formal dress,” she said. “Not black-tie. Be smart.”
She left before I could ask why I’d been invited.
I didn’t ask Adrian either.
But that night, I overheard two interns near the coffee machine.
“Callahan doesn’t deal with interns. Like, ever.”
“Doesn’t even know our names.”
They laughed. One of them mentioned how some intern last year tried to ask a question during a meeting and never got assigned again.
I said nothing. I watched Adrian’s door from a distance, and I stayed quiet.
Thursday was confusing.
He came in later than usual. Eyes tired, tie loose, shirt collar unbuttoned.
Around noon, he leaned against my desk, tossing a file between his hands like he was thinking too hard.
“You’re coming to the dinner tomorrow.”
“I know. Cassie told me.”
“You’ll be useful. Watch how Maxwell handles the room. He gets aggressive when nervous.”
I nodded, trying not to stare at the cut of his jaw or the way his shirt clung to his chest.
He glanced at me. “You ever work events like this?”
“Not like this.”
“Don’t drink.”
“Wasn’t planning to.”
“Good.”
His eyes lingered on mine. Just long enough that my stomach knotted.
Then, just like always, he stood straight and walked off like none of it mattered.
Friday night came too fast.
The dinner was at a private club uptown. Velvet walls, low lighting, dark wood floors that swallowed the sound of footsteps. Waiters moved like shadows. Everyone else looked born into money.
I arrived early, nerves rattling in my throat.
Adrian was already there, seated near the center of the long dining table, a glass of something neat in his hand. He looked sharper than ever. Black suit, open collar, no tie. Hair freshly cut. His face unreadable as always.
He didn’t acknowledge me at first.
I took a seat two chairs away.
Halfway through dinner, someone made a joke that landed wrong. Adrian’s mouth twitched. Not quite a smile, not quite disapproval. He looked across the table at me.
Just once.
Just enough to pull me apart.
When dinner ended, people filtered out slowly. He stood near the exit, shaking hands, saying the right things.
Then he turned, looked at me.
“Walk with me.”
I followed.
He led me down a hallway lined with portraits. Quiet. Echoing. We stepped through a side door onto a balcony. The air was sharp against my skin. City lights glittered below us like a thousand open windows.
He lit a cigarette. I watched his hands. He held it like he didn’t even like smoking, just needed something to do with the tension in his fingers.
“You’re quiet tonight,” he said.
“I’m watching the room. Like you told me.”
A pause. Then: “And what did you see?”
“Honestly?”
He glanced at me.
“They all looked like they hated each other. But they smiled anyway.”
That got the smallest twitch from his mouth.
“Sounds about right.”
The silence stretched again. Thick, but not heavy.
Then he spoke, casually. Too casually.
“You know the others were wondering why you were there tonight.”
I kept my eyes on the skyline. “They’ll get over it.”
He looked at me, slow. “Will you?”
I didn’t answer.
His voice stayed calm. “Don’t let this place eat you up. It’s subtle. Slow. You won’t even know it’s happening.”
“Is that what happened to you?”
He smiled faintly. “Something like that.”
He flicked the cigarette off the side, its ember vanishing in the dark.
Then he turned toward me, slower now. Stopped just a few inches away. His voice dropped into something quieter.
“You ever think about things you shouldn’t?”
The words landed like static in my blood.
I didn’t speak. Couldn’t.
He didn’t wait for an answer.
“Go home, Milo.”
He walked away, leaving the door open behind him.
And I stood alone on the balcony, the city pulsing beneath me, wondering what the hell I’d just stepped into — and how much further I was willing to go.