ERIN
I can't believe we had investigated the pack where Grey's sister had died. We had taken a short break after talking about Fay, both Warren and Fiona had gone for a walk. I cannot even begin to understand what losing a child would feel like.
There was a feeling of grief in the room, which, to be honest, felt strange and uncomfortable to me.
I know that if something happened to me that H and the guys would mourn me, but there would be no great scene of loss from anyone else. There never was when one of us was killed.
But now, I know that all these people will be hurt by my loss and that kind of scared me. It's a big responsibility to have so many people's lives tangled with your own.
Now that we were all back at the table, I was about to start to explain the reason why Rivers
