Falling Leaves

Life like a Brazil's climate

In Brazil, generally, the climate is always the same. Even with the change of days, weeks, months, seasons, the climate is always sunny. The temperature is usually high even with the rainfall present during its season. To think about what the lives of people are who always experience the same temperature and same routine...

If the last chapter were the end of the story, it would have been perfect for some toddler story/ fairy tale, but life goes on and reality hits back. Now prema has grown up, she now has quite eyesight with -7.0 eye power for both eyes. She now always wears big glasses with half on her face. With that being, her astronaut dream shattered. And all the family except Hanuman had to move to another city when she was 10. As her mother got a job in another city which takes 6 hrs to travel from the previous city, their parents became a typical weekend couple, and she was far away from her sweet grannie. She got to say goodbye to all her friends and neighbors, and then she got her self-confused life back and from then on she eventually went to boarding school, college and graduated with masters and no real life experience.

Now growing up to 22 years old, she had no particular friends and no boy-type friends in her circle. All she had was acquaintances, classmates and batchmates. She graduated with an Applied Mathematics major at an above-average university but had no job because she didn't know if this was the field she actually wanted to work in. It actually took her so many years to know that there is a difference between things which she is good at and things which she likes. While her younger self was naturally good at math, she thought that she liked math. And there is a fueling point to this. Her father hanuman was a math teacher, so she thought that math was in her genes. But as the reality hit, since her liking for the subject wasn't genuine, she got sick of it.

Now not knowing where her passion lies, and got sick of the constant routine and small typical world surrounding her. She wanted to explore the world and wanted to travel to many countries, like Norway, New Zealand, Iceland. She wanted to watch the auroras and hike a not-so high snowy mountain and a green grass mountain. And go busking by singing an Indian song in a foreign country when there is no money during the time of traveling.

But her mother rani would never accept this, and she really wanted to do it, because prema thought that, just like movies and k-dramas, when people go solo-traveling they experience many things and will eventually know where her passion lies. Oh, by the way, since during her sifting to new place her father addiction of movies which transferred to her changed to daily soaps and then to web series and finally to k-dramas. Now she is a total k-drama addict.

All of her thoughts of passion and about working in a field which she likes and were all actually influenced by them. Now all she does is to watch them sporadically other than during daily chores. And giving big talks about exploring, this was her daily routine until now, after graduating 5 months ago. Just like Brazil's climate, it is constant and consistent...