Alex Kate put her hand on my hand n said 'Alex it's ok ... the portrait of Emily belongs there not mine and I don't mind at all because this is her home she made this house a home ...so I don't want to change or do anything ... all I want is you and my children that's all' Kate smiled to reassure me that's fine with her that I still live in the past and I did not love her... is that even true? Kate is right that Emily touches are there in this house but it kate who has made this home but I didn't say anything cause I don't know where are my emotions are and I might say some things which I'm not ready to say. Kate said ' ok just put this thing aside and let's sleep we both are very tired' I hold kate's face and said ' I know I don't deserve you but you're very special to me kate ...

