22 Kendreik: Tap. Tap. Tap. Ah, sh**! I clenched my fist and had to stop typing on my laptop. This is so f***ing frustrating. As much as I wanted to entertain myself in this field—I was way too affected by what she said this morning. “She’s f***ing unbelievable!” Yes. I’m mad beyond horizon! Was it really her final answer, wasn’t it? Coz I’m gonna give it to her the way she wanted it to happen. I just couldn’t concentrate right now—why doesn’t she like to give us a chance? Is it really because—I’m not my twin? Is it really because—we’re both different? Is it really because—ah, f*** it! Enough to this crazy infatuation! Kung ayaw niya—fine. “Fine!” I said it aloud that made my secretary jumped on her feet as she was approaching me holding those

