ISABELLA The following night, around 7 p.m., I went out of my room hoping that Antonio wasn't around. I needed something to drink and didn't want to bother the lady who was assigned to help me with whatever I needed. But to my unfortunate surprise, I found Antonio in the living room on a call. I realized it was too late for me to turn back and rushed to the kitchen. I thought I would get myself a drink, maybe a snack, and then rush back to my room. But when I heard his footsteps behind me in the kitchen, every bone in my body froze. "You haven't said a word to me after the incident. Are you angry at me?" he asked. I closed my eyes and wondered how the f**k I even got here. I questioned my entire existence and wished I had never been born. I wondered how I would ge

