Ayla’s POV. It’s been two days, forty-eight hours of trying, failing, trying again. And still… nothing. I was stuck. I slide my palm against the bathroom mirror, wiping the fog that blurred my reflection. The girl staring back at me looked… breakable, tired, and pathetic. Was this really me? I was supposed to be something more. My vision blurred and before I could stop it, a tear slipped free. “I hate this,” I whispered. “I really hate feeling like this.” “Mother…” My voice cracked, barely more than a breathe. “I need you.” I was replied with silence, not even a feeling, talk more of a whisper. Just emptiness filling the void. I filled a porcelain bowl with water, the soft rush of it the only sound in the quiet room. My hands moved in tandem, dipping a cloth into it and wrin

