Copying with the grief
Days after the funeral, the death of Tricia felt unfair and unjust to her mother. Quite often, the lack of control she felt over her death manifested in anger, Depending on the circumstances, she channeled her anger at Mahogany for giving her daughter a poisoned wine, and herself for having not known better and did a follow up on where Tricia was staying earlier. Her anger became all-consuming and emotionally draining. It caused her to lash out at everyone and everything around her. Minor daily inconveniences like spilling her coffee or stubbing his toe while trying to keep herself busy could send her into an all-out rage. She could just sit down solely focused on how the death could have been avoided, asking herself what went wrong. Instead of working, she could fi
