Mara called it “confirmation.” I called it a cage.
The summons came before sunrise and no guards this time. Just a note slid under my door in Mara’s handwriting: _East tower. One hour. No witnesses._
The room was smaller than the last locked one she’d used and Colder too. Stone walls that sweated in the dark. One narrow bed pushed against the far wall. No table. No chair. Nothing to grip except the blanket. Zevran stood by the door like distance could solve this. Like six feet of stone would be enough.
“Mara wants to see if the bond reacts under duress,” he said. Voice flat. Alpha control hammered down over everything else. “One hour and No touching. That’s the rule.”
Rules. Right. Rules didn’t stop heat from crawling up my spine and settling low in my stomach.
It started at minute three. Subtle at first. A wrong kind of warmth pooling under my skin. Not the slow burn from before. This was sharper. Sneakier. My scent changed. I knew it did. Omegas don’t get to hide it. The air went thick, sweet, wrong. The kind of wrong that made Alpha teeth ache.
Zevran’s nostrils flared once. That was it. One c***k in the mask. Then his jaw locked so tight I heard it.
“Don’t,” he said. Not to me. To himself.
I sat on the edge of the bed. Hands gripping the blanket until my knuckles went white. I’d learned that the hard way: anchor to pain, not to him. But pain wasn’t working today. My body had other plans. Plans written in biology and moon cycles and twenty-two years of being an Omega the world wanted to claim.
twelve minutes passed ,My knees pressed together under my dress. Stupid, instinctive. Like that would hide what my glands were doing. Like Mara wouldn’t smell it anyway. The fake mark on my neck itched like hell. He’d inked it himself two weeks ago, quick and sharp and meant to save my life. Now it pulsed every time he exhaled. Like it knew he was there even when my brain didn’t want it to.
He hadn’t moved from the door,six feet apart or many more. But Alphas fill space without moving. Cedar and storm. His scent hit my nose and my brain short-circuited. I remembered the first time the bond pulled. How it felt like a hook under my ribs. This was that, but hotter. Meaner.
“Look at the wall,” he said roughly . “Not at me.”
I did. Counted cracks in the stone. One. Two. Three. Got to seven before my eyes betrayed me and flicked back. He was watching my throat. Not my face. My throat. Where the fake mark sat. Where a real mark would go if this wasn’t all lies. If I hadn’t lied my way out of execution before.
Heat spiked. Not gradual. Violent. My back arched before I could stop it. A sound slipped out. Small. Humiliating. The kind of sound Omegas make when they stop fighting and start wanting.
Zevran’s hand fisted at his side. Knuckles white. Veins standing out. Still didn’t move. That was the worst part. He wanted to. I could see it in the way his shoulders pulled forward, like he was holding himself back by force.
“Veyra,” he called my name ,not Omega. Not property. My name. Like he was reminding himself I was a person. “Breathe.”
“I am breathing,” I snapped. Lie. My lungs were useless. Every inhale pulled his scent deeper. Cedar. Ice. Alpha. The smell of safety I wasn’t allowed to have.
He stepped forward. One step. Broke the six-foot rule. The air between us shifted. I shot up from the bed like it burned me.
“Don’t,” I said this time. Because if he touched me, even to steady me, Mara would see it. The bond would flare and the ink would react. Game over. Execution. Back where we started.
He stopped, his Chest rising hard. For an Alpha, that was losing control. For him, that was screaming. His eyes were dark. Not with desire. With war. War against himself.
thirty four minutes laterr, The worst part ,My body leaned toward him before my brain said no. Heat makes you stupid. Makes you forget about execution and contracts and the fact he was supposed to hate me. Makes you forget there are only fourteen days left. Makes you think one touch would fix everything.
I pressed my palm to the fake mark. Pressed hard until it hurt. Until nails broke skin that wasn’t real. Pain as anchor. Old trick. Old pain from the collarbone scar. New pain from my own fingers.
Zevran saw it. His eyes went darker. Not softer. Darker. Fury. At Mara. At the situation. At himself for wanting to cross the room anyway.
“Good,” he said quietly . Rough at the edges. “Use the pain.”
But his eyes dropped to my mouth for half a second. Half a second too long. And I felt it like he’d touched me anyway. Heat rolled through me, sharp and sudden, and I had to bite my lip to kill another sound.
The rest of the hour was war. Me vs my body. Him vs his instincts. Neither of us won clean. He counted stones in the wall. I counted breaths. Both of us failed at it.
At one point he turned his back to me deliberately Because looking was worse than wanting. Because the line of my neck was too much. Because restraint was the only thing keeping both of us alive.
I hated him for it and at same time I needed him for it.
When the lock finally clicked, I was sweating, shaking, and furious at both of us. Furious at my body for betraying me. Furious at him for being right to stay away.
He looked the same as he did at minute one. Controlled. Cold. Alpha mask back in place.
But the doorframe had a new dent. Four fingers deep in solid oak. Where he’d gripped it and not me. Where he’d torn wood instead of tearing through the rules.
Mara sniffed the air as we left. Her smile was thin and Hungry.
“Interesting,” she said.
Zevran didn’t look at me. Didn’t look at the dent. “Nothing to report, Elder.”
Lie. There was plenty to report. Just none of it had skin on it. Yet. The air was thick with sweat and Omega scent and Alpha restraint. Mara smelled all of it.
Fifteen days down. Fourteen to go. And my body was learning to want him faster than my brain could remember why I shouldn’t.
As we walked down the hall, the bond tugged. Not hard. Just a question. Like it was asking if next time we’d both lose.
I didn’t answer. Couldn’t.
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