DAD IS NO MORE

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***CHRIS'S P.O.V*** How can I forget how I can be so busy with all these things that I forget about dad. How can I be so mean? I just forgot about it. As I just could not believe this, I took a deep breath and then I made my way to their house. As I reached there, I got out of my car and then I went there. I knocked on the door with so much happiness and excitement that I just could not tell anyone I knew what was going to happen. As the door opened, I smiled widely and then I hugged mom. I looked at her. "How are you mom? You know my dad and I so much. I am sorry for that. I hope that you understand this by the way this is for. You and these sugar-free are for dad. I went inside the room. My eyes were searching for him. What he was I don't know. I just have no idea where he is. I started to look around when mom made me look at her. "Chris stops finding him. He is not here." she said, with a few tears in her eyes. I wiped them. "Whsrr is he then mom i know that there migjt be for sure something but what is it what is the matter and where is Dad." we both sit in the couch and then she lookedvat me i know that there is for sure something i jusy know that there is definitely something that she is hiding from me "He is no more Chris. He died 2 years ago." as she said that dad died 2 years ago, it just took my heart. I just don't know how to act or how to behave that way, but just the only thing that I know is that this is not why I expected to come here to meet him to tell him what he taught me. I got it. I am successful because of it. I am so successful just because of that only and now yhis happened i just could not believe this how this can happen "Wait look listen to me just calm down Chris just calm dkwn i know how you have been feeling but he is in heaven and he is vey good there he just had a last wish to see yoy but that didn't get completed but Alena she just made sure that she will be qith us in everything she didn't left us." Alrna waig whya Alrna was with them i ak such an asshole the women who was with them my parents all the time iw as just scolding and blaming her for everything that she is meaj and she just thinks about herself when she jusy thinks about others "But mom, why did you not call me? If you had, I would have been with you." she smiled at me and then said, "When your dad was taking his last breath, it was not easy for me to do anything, but then Alena was there and your dad said that it is the time when you should focus on your career. That was the reason why. I did this and I am happy that wherever your father is he is going to love this and he is just going to make things work, and look where you are now. You are in such a great position. I have a name. Now my father must be proud that you are his.." I smiled at her and then I hugged her. I learnt from her that there was not even a single day where they were alone. Alena was with them all the time. She was taking care of them. She was with them every single time. I know that I have not been a great individual but, whatever she did, I just could not pay for that. "Mom, now let me take a leave, and mom, this is some money for you. I hope that this time you will call your son." I told her, then she hugged me. I made my way to my car and then I sat down in it. I made my way back to my house. I am so depressed I just don't know how to act or how to behave. I just know one thing, that this is not all that I want and this is not all that I need to know. A deep breath and a breath keeps driving. He had been the one who had been doing these things and now just look at it. I just lost him. I was not even able to do anything. I was not able to be with him. He has given me more love than my own father. He was with me all the time. He had always been with me. He taught me how to sing, how to love music, he taught me that in every singing beat there is music and I just lost him today. I just hope that I was not in anger and I just ahvefor once came to see him then this would not have happened Alena I want to talk to her. I want to tell her everything I want. I know that it is not going to be easy, but I just know that this is all that I want and this is all that I know. I took a deep. I did know that she would be upset. She would be very upset, but I just could not do anything about that. I just know that I can't help this. I want her with me right now. I just want this desperately. I want that very badly. I know that it is not going to be a good idea, but I just need her. I want that desperately. I need her. She is the one who I want in my life, but she willn't be the person I want to meet and tell her about how much pain I am in and I just don't know how to do anything. I just have no idea about anything else apart from this. I stopped my car in front of her building and then I looked at it. Should I go there? Yes I have to. I just can't wait here. I just can't. I know that I am not a good person, but I just am. I took out my phone and then I dialed Alena's number in three rings. She picked it up. "Hello, what happened Chris? Why do you call me at this time?" she asked me to let the tears go and then said, "Alena, can we please just meet please Alena. I know that it is not time, but still please Alena, can we both just meet. I am down at. Please build, please, Alena, please." "OK Chris, I am coming. I am on my way, I just don't stress myself." I nodded and then, in a while, I saw her. She was just good and beautiful and hearted and she came. I immediately hugged her. She looked at me with questions in her eyes. I know what she might be thinking about what has happened to me and why I am acting like that, but the only thing that I know is that I just want her. I wanted her so badly that I just could not say anything else. "Alena, thank you so much for coming. If it would not have been you, then it would have been so difficult for me to survive. Thank you so much. You know I am such a bad person, I am so I." I said to her, patted my back and then I, to soothe myself. I know that very well. I know it's not gonna be easy. "Chris, look at me. Just tell me what happened, what is the rdaskn andbwhy you are acting like this as kuch as i know you were completely fine then what happened suddenely." i sobbed anbdthen i told her "Alena I went to meet my mom and dad and she told me that Dad had died years ago. I was so busy and in so much anger that I didn't care about anything I cared, so on. So the only thing that mattered to me was just how to do the stuff and how to achieve success and nothing else. I didn't care about you. I care about them. I am extremely sorry." and I said that. I hugged her and then I started sobbing again, again, again, again, again, again, again, again, again, again, again. She oatted on my back and then lookedbat me "Chris, you know that you are not bad. You made Dad so proud. He was so happy whenever he used to see you on the television, he was so proud of her." I know that she is saying all this so that I just don't get hurt she did all this. She had only known how Alena was. She has been doing this for so long. She knows how to manage everyone and I know that she will manage me also very well. I looked at her and then I said, "Alena, I know that you are just saying this so that I will not get upset, but you know I will not get upset a lot about Alena about how I am going to be with him. Alena, how will it happen again? Alena, I know all of that and that is, that Alena is not a good idea. Lena. He just left and I don't even have or got the chance to see him now, so I will never be able to see him again." I said. Then she made me look at her. I know that I have lost a lot. I have lost a lot of a lot because of my anger and a lot of my selfishness. I have lost a lot of stuff which I just would not have because of the behaviour that had happened. "Chris cool, let's accept that you didn't get to see him, but what was Chris if he had been with you, not with you? He would have been happy if he had not been successful. Just tell me that he will be able to. I know Chris that he is not easy to manage and whatever I say is not gonna make things good, but I just want to say that don't stress yourself about it. Just relax and do one more thing. Don't think about it." She told me that I should not think about it, but how would. But she would not happen that i will not think about him about my own father that is just impossible for me to do I just lay my head on her lap and then I just tried to relax. It feels so comfortable to be here with her. It just feels like heaven. There can not be anything else apart from this. I just want to stay there only. I didn't know when I fell asleep I heard the noise. I woke up, I opened my eyes and then I saw Alena's aunt was standing in front of us. I got up from her lap and then I looked at her. "Look at him. He was sleeping so peacefully. Why didn't you have a house to sleep in or a bed to rest your head on where you were resting your head on Alena's lap? And even if you both were doing it in a room or closed place, then I would still have understood it, but you both were just here in the garden where we live and Alena, what is writing with you, what is going on in your head were that you just did something like this. I am very disappointed," she was just saying, and I could see it in Alena's face that she had been hurt and she would cry any minute. I just dont want that. I don't want Alena to cry. "I am sorry I am the one because of whom she. I called her at night and I told her to come. I am extremely sorry that I did that," I said. Then she looked at me with anger, then she again looked at Alena with anger. "He is no one to me, but I can't believe that you just did that. I don't understand how you could be so stupid that you did such a thing. Alena, I know that he talks sweetly, but still, Alena, you can't do such things." she said all to Alena. I saw other people also looking at us as if what happened was why she was right to create a drama right now. Here, only everyone is looking, "Aunty. I accept that you are angry with Ger. I don't think that you should scold me for that right now. Here everyone is looking and the truth is that it is all my fault. I am the one who is responsible for all of these things. Hope that you will." "Shut up, you just shut up. Who the hell do you think that you are high that can control or handle things? You are just the one who is a selfish person and that is all that I know. One more thing that I want to tell you is that, stay away from her, you are making her insane. She is doing stuff that she would have never done and I just don't like that." With that, she just held Alena's hand and she took her with herself. I just can't believe this. How can she do this? How could she have been like that? I know that she hates me, but still she should just for once think about what she was doing. I was not doing any crime. I was looking at Alena as she took her with her. I know that she is going to scold Alena a lot. I just dont know why I have only become the reason for her life getting miserable, forbearable I just always I dont want that, but still, this is the only thing that happens always and I just dont know how to make it correct or what I should be doing so that no one will come and day that Alena is the one who is wrong because she is not she had not done anything wrong it is just aunt who thinks that this all are worng when these all are not Alena I am sorry,. I wiped my tears. I don't know where I went from where I just went. I went to my car and then I drove to my house. I got ready and then I made my way to the office, the only place where I would be able to talk to her peacefully and that was the only thing that I knew. My aunt is a mother. She can go to any extent. "Hello Brother Brother, what 's the app that brought you here today so early?" I looked at him and smiled at him. Should I tell him yes, I should tell him he can help me out with this? "I went to Dad's place." he smiled with joy and said "That is just great why you didn't tell me I would come with you." he said, then I looked at him with disappointment and said, "He is no more Blair. He died when I was busy making my carrier." the carrier said and tears just came out of my eyes. "Chris, I didn't know about this thing. I just got so busy with work that it didn't I. on my. i am sorry buddy." he said then i looked at him "It's not yours, not anyone's fault, OK. The point is that, in depression, I went to Alena and her aunt saw us in the garden with her. She was very angry at Alena. I know that this has not happened. Just happened." I told him he laughed at it and said "So the only person you missed was Alsna and no one else, Chris. This is what I was trying to tell you: that you love her, and that is the reason why, even in so much pain, you choose to go to her. This is the reason, Chris, if you deny this, the reason and, so is what it is going to be, Chris, just accept that you are head over heels for Alena," he said, and then started laughing. "No, I am not. She is the only one who knew about it and that is the reason why this is happening, so you just know this, that this is not gonna happen and it is clear I am not in love with Alena and I will never be." I told him he looked at me and then he just winked at me As we were just talking, I saw Alena. I stood up and went to her. Immediately she looked at me. I could see that she had cried a lot. "I am sorry, Alena," she smiled at me and said "I am absolutely fine, Chris, by the way, Derek said that he will be getting Blair's audition today, so just boost his confidence." she said that and then made her way to her cabin. I know that she is hurt. Why is Alena just I that you are? I just say love. What the hell am I thinking? TO BE CONTINUED.... .
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