If God Has Love

Chapter 3

Countless gentle strands of Zhang Song's hair were messy from his sleep. Mu Xin'er's eyes were brimming with tears as she whispered to Zhang Song, "I've always desired to be hidden well in order to place them properly and protect them carefully. It saved me from any shock, relieve of my pain, and avoid me from being forced to roam the world. I don't want to have anyone to rely on to help me. I've already found that person and he's the one I love. But why can't you find my love for you? You know, even if I love you so deeply, the exhaustion of love, and the pain of love, I still love you as deeply as I did in the past."

Zhang Song, who was originally asleep, seemed to have heard Mu Xinyi's confession. He moved slightly and scared Mu Xinyi to wipe away the tears that were about to fall. He picked up a book to cover up his gaffe.

Just as Mu Xin'er was about to complete her cover-up work, Zhang Song woke up. He glanced at the classroom that only he and Mu Xin'yi were in, as if he was talking to Mu Xin'an, but also as if he was talking to himself, "The class is over."

The speaker was Wuwei, and the listener was 9.5. Mu Xinyi thought that Zhang Song was talking to her, so she stuck out her tongue, "Yes, they all went to eat. You have slept for an hour and a half."

Zhang Song looked at the campus belle closely and suddenly said, "What's wrong? Have you ever cried? Your eyes are red."

Mu Xinyi tried her best to cover it up and lied, "No, no, it's just a bug flying into my eyes. It hurts."

Zhang Song nodded and took the lead in changing the subject. "I've been sleeping here for so long. I guess I've delayed your lunch time. What would you like to eat? I'm just about to go downstairs and bring it back to you."

Mu Xinyi felt sweet in her heart. "Is he worried about me?" she thought. Although he had changed, he was still as considerate and considerate as he used to be. She shook her head at Zhang Song and said gently, "I'm not hungry yet. Don't bother. I'll buy some bread after reading at night."

Zhang Song saw her shaking her head and frowned immediately. Before Mu Xinyi could say no, he said, "I'm going to buy you some bread." After that, he was ready to get up.

Mu Xinyi had been deeply in love with the lonely Zhang Song, but would she get his favor? Was she really unaware or was she pretending not to know? Could Zhang Song give her a complete love? Could it be a perfect ending with the love that had been buried deeply for more than a year?

###Chapter3,A New Beginning

A gentle breeze blew past, blowing away all haze, sending over hope and blessings.

Just as Zhang Song was about to leave, Zhang Fei, Zhang Jun, and the others entered the classroom with a box of rice. Seeing Zhang Songzheng walking towards them, Zhang Fei spoke first, "What are you going to do? I brought the meal back for you."

Zhang Song didn't say anything. He took the lunch box and went straight back to Mu Xinyi. He said in a toneless voice, "You can just make do with it. I'll be back soon. Don't let me see the food before I come back." It was more like an order.

Zhang Song raised his hand to Zhang Fei and the others. Under the surprised gazes of Zhang Fei and his companions, he ran downstairs.

Mu Xinyi looked at this scene and smiled from the bottom of her heart. She opened the lunch box and lowered her head elegantly to swallow the box of meal that Zhang Song had sent to her.

Zhang Fei and the other 20-feet-tall monks were confused. They wondered how Zhang Song had stepped into this world today. Could he have figured everything out after waking up? Or was he pretending to be asleep on purpose? What did he say to Mu Xinyi after we had all left?

At this time, some students began to come to the class after eating. With too many questions, Zhang Fei and his men went to the corridor outside and began to take drugs.

The term " believed in drugs" was another term that the female classmates in the class had specially given them. Other than fighting, hitting balls, teasing, and taking drugs were the essential work of Zhang Fei, Zhang Song and the other eight people every day. Although there was an inscription rule in the university that students were not allowed to smoke in the school, these eight people did not take the teacher seriously at all. Sometimes, they were caught by the teacher and had nothing to fear. In this case, the teachers could do nothing but turn a blind eye to it. After all, they were all the relatives of the university's "king's relatives". It was better to avoid trouble. (The so-called201's relatives referred to the leader of the school teacher as their relatives.)

Halfway through the smoke, Zhang Fei and the others saw Zhang Song holding a bag of bread in one hand and a bottle of spring water in the other, drifting past the seven people and flashing into the classroom.

In the classroom, Mu Xinyi was still eating as she wished, but Zhang Song passed her another piece of bread and water. Before Mu Xinyi could speak, Zhang Song said, "Eat slowly, it's still early." As he spoke, Zhang Song walked towards the corridor before Mu Xinyi could reply.

Mu Xinyi stood up and looked at Zhang Song's lonely back, and her heart was very complicated. At this time, Su Xiang took out a pack of cigarettes from his pocket and handed one to Zhang Song. Zhang Song took it and Bayer lit it for Zhang Song. Mu Xinyi saw this and felt angry. She really wanted to beat up Su Xiang and Bao Hanyong. She thought to herself, "What's good about smoking? It's you bad guys who damaged Zhang Song. You bastards."

Turning around, Muxinyi blankly looked at the food Zhang Song bought for her. At this moment, she smiled, not for other things, but for herself. When her thoughts returned to reality, she put away the bread and water, together with the books that Zhang Song had not had time to read at the table since he came to sleep in the afternoon. She put them on her book.

After finishing this, Muxinyi opened her book and began to read the textbook. But she didn't have the mood to read at all. Her mind was full of Zhang Song. At this time, she just held the book in a daze.

Zhang Song deeply inhaled a mouthful of cigarettes that he hadn't had for a long time. The smoke slowly came out of his mouth and nose. Zhang Songfang asked, "Why don't you wake me up?"

Zhou Xinmin said first, "It's not that we didn't call you. At that time, we were about to wake you up and ask you to go to dinner together, but our Mu class monitor stopped us and said that you had a hard time resting for a while, so he asked us not to disturb you. It seems that our Mu Xinyi and Mu E class monitor are very concerned about you."

Zhang Song did not take it seriously. He pursed his lips and said, "Is it fun? No one will think you are mute if you don't speak. But he thought in his heart, "Fool, why waste time on me? I'm not worth it."

Zhang Fei tried to smooth things over and said, "Okay, okay, you can stop joking with me. Go in quickly." Then, he waved to everyone to enter the classroom.

Everyone felt helpless. Knowing that Zhou Xinmin had said something wrong, they were speechless and had to leave. Only Zhang Song and Zhang Fei had no intention of leaving.

After everyone left, Zhang Fei took a long sigh of relief and said, "Why are you still unwilling to get out of the shadow of the past? Are you satisfied that you sealed yourself away from anyone else? Why don't you try to forget the past and meet the future? I can see that Mu Xinyi has deep feelings for you. Why don't you try to accept her?"

Zhang Song shook his head and smiled sadly. He stared at Zhang Fei and sighed. After a long time, he slowly said, "I am not worried about Yu Xin's departure. It's not only because of Yu Xin that I have become like this. I have my own difficulties. People like me from the bottom of society have no money and no power. Why should I have love? Why should I guarantee their happiness? Because I can't give them the happiness they want, I have been running away."

Zhang Fei nodded helplessly and said, "I understand what you said, but what can you do about it? Can you change anything? Escaping can't solve everything. We have to face what we have to face from beginning to end. I just hope to see Zhang Song, who is happy, instead of being cold-faced and cold to others."

Zhang Song said, "Happy? To be honest, although I didn't show it, I was really happy when I was with you. It's just that I am used to hiding my joy with such a appearance."

Zhang Fei was shocked when he heard this. He sighed in his heart and said with concern, "Why do you have to do this? I know that you like to hide everything in your heart and never tell anyone. But if you do this, you will only bring more pain and pressure to yourself. Listen to my elder brother once. Don't seal yourself in your inner world and try to accept others. Maybe you will be happier."

Zhang Song turned around and looked at the sunset that was about to fall to the horizon. He whispered, "I have been dreaming for thousands of years. Now that I'm awake, I will leave the sea of three thousand memories and never look back. But the old dream is too long. Once I fall into it, I will be full of pain and it will be difficult to come out."

Looking at the negative good brother in front of him, Zhang Fei said slowly, "However, the reason why the world belongs to the human world is that it doesn't exist a if. Sometimes, there is no hope, but as long as you two stay with each other, you can have a chance to keep your happiness."

When Zhang Song heard what Zhang Fei said, his heart missed a beat and he said, "Yes, there is no hope in the world, not to mention if there is."

When their eyes met, Zhang Song seemed to want to say something more. His lips moved, but he did not say anything in the end. He patted Zhang Fei on the shoulder, smiled faintly, turned around and left. Only when he walked to the door of the classroom, did he say a sentence from his mouth, "No matter how beautiful the memory is, it is just the past. The sorrow of burying tears slipped down. From now on, it will be my future life."

The words slowly drifted away with the air, into Zhang Fei's ears, into Zhang Song's heart, and finally outside the blue sky and white clouds.

Hearing Zhang Song's words, Zhang Fei was very happy. As he walked, he muttered to himself, "This kid has finally enlightened his Apertures. It's worth it for me to waste so much time on words. Haha..."

After the evening reading ended, the sky was completely dark, and the night began to fall again on the earth. The lights were bright, shining on the school building as if it were daytime. At night, the teacher took a set of test papers into the classroom. There was no doubt that it was the test again.