love admist pain

How I started loving her

I ordered the maids to clean the house and make snacks for my guests thus was the first time people that are my age that I actually know are entering my house the only reason yuna knows my house is a story for another day after everything was ready I went to take a shower and after that I stayed in my room and waited minutes later the help came in and told that my guests are waiting in the study room and I went to meet them, she caught my attention instead of yuna I saw her with her up for the first time I saw her without a uniform she looked less intimidating and like a clean girl I was just intrigued but then I heard a voice that my heart skip and got me back into reality

yuna - oppaaaaaaaa

Yeon- yes

yuna- come and sit next to me

yeon- sure

doyoung- we are supposed to talk about something unique

yeonhee-What do you mean by unique

yuna - For example, taejuns group is talking about their experiences with the world of s*x and the other groups are

yeon - did you just say s*x( yeonhee started laughing)

yeonhee - me thinking our country was Conservative

doyoung - well, most of us are 18 and above, only like 2 people are 16 and 5 people are 17

yeon - what subjects is this

yuna - well, it's an orientation class for everything it's a class where we can be open about everything

doyoung- that's why it's taught by two teachers of opposite genders so it can be balanced

yeon- sure, so what's our topic

yuna - so me and doyoung brainstormed for a little while, and our topic is

doyoung - The queer community

yeon - yeah, we aren't doing that

Yeonhee - I never agree with anyone, but I agree with yeon on this one

yeon - thank you

yuna - yeon, just agree, please 🙏 🥺 we only have today Monday is the presentation

yeon - fine

yuna - yes

doyoung- you

yeonhee- still no

yuna - why not are you a hater

yeonhee- what idk maybe so

yuna - see, we need to help people like you to stop being so hateful and see them as normal, so what do you say

Yeonhee- fine then.

yeonhee still looked uncomfortable, but we still practised and learnt more about the queer community we were finally through doyoung said we didn't need to meet up tomorrow and Sunday that we already learnt everything we neededto learn. After everything, we had snacks then that's when I saw it her eyes sparkling she was looking at something

Yeonhee- is that a camcorder

Yeon - Yh it is

yeonhee- can I hold it

yeon - sure (she carried it and she looked so happy like a baby they gave ice cream)

yuna - you like cameras

yeonhee- no I don't

doyoung - I doubt you look so happy

yeonhee- it's hard to believe right I actually hate it

yuna - then why

Yeon- ( she hugged the camera and started laughing )

Yeonhee - I really hate it

yuna - then drop it

she didn't let go of it she stayed silent and just sat still even when doyoung and yuna left it was getting her late her phone even rang multiple times it was her parents she didn't budge until I tapped her she just looked at me

Yeonhee - it's late isn't it I'll text my parents that I'm staying over

yeon- did you say staying over

Yeonhee- yes it's Friday I'll stay tomorrow ill leave on Sunday

Yeon - but you can't just stay over we're not even close

Yeonhee - so are you going to let a girl go home all by herself in the middle of the night

yeon - no but sure just stay over

she actually was serious she stayed over she called her parents she even asked me for a hoodie that she could change Into she said she wants to take a shower I took her to the guestroom I dropped the hoodie for her and waited outside the room she was finally through she asked me to help her dry her hair she acted so calm like everything was normal she even told me she was hungry and we tried to cook cause the maids weren't around but we were very terrible cooks we burnt the food the first three times she started laughing which made me laugh I've never had so much fun

Yeonhee- we are both horrible cooks aren't we

yeon - I am but you're worse who puts that much amount of salt in a soup

Yeonhee- that wasn't my fault you know it was confusing

Yeon- sure confusing

Yeonhee- you're the one to talk how cam someone burn rice while using a rice cooker

yeon- thats fair

Yeonhee- thanks for allowing me to stay

Yeon - I didn't have a choice

Yeonhee- it's funny how am having so much fun with you

Yeon - I guess it's rich people things

Yeonhee- yh probably

Yeon - what's it with you and the cam corder you seemed to love it but

Yeonhee- it reminds me of my brother he loved camcorders

Yeon - you have a brother

Yeonhee- well yeah let's not talk about it

Yeon - ( I saw her mood changed so I decided to make her smile again) well let me start cooking this time by myself cause I'm sure we both agree am a better cook

Yeonhee- yes sir

she smiled and I went to make the only food I know how to make instant noodles 🍜

Yeon - milady let's eat ramyeon

Yeonhee- why not I'm starving

so after eating we both decided to play games and we were having fun till she had to bring up that conversation

Yeonhee- don't you think doyoung isn't doing anything but its making it obvious

Yeon- making what obvious

Yeonhee- that he likes yuna but he isn't fighting for her because she likes you

Yeon - what

Yeonhee- what you didn't know you had a rival

Yeon - a rival

Yeonhee- you also want to pretend that you don't like her

Yeon - well I guess I do

yeonhee - tell me about it please 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺😔🥺

Yeon - fine I'll tell you