Xander POV
“Xander...Innocence.”
My eyes snapped open, immediately the fog and haze cleared out.
What the f**k had I done?
I had lost control to the point where Alaia felt the need to use her safe word. I never wanted that to happen.
I wanted her to experience pleasures unknown when she was with me, and I failed.
I couldn’t believe I had let myself become so weak. I had snapped and lost control, and Alaia was caught in the crossfire.
I stared down at her, utterly slack in my arms. She had passed out, and I hadn’t even realized that I had pushed her that far.
I looked at the sickly black and blue bruises on her perfect hips, I could almost see my fingerprints in them.
I had dug my nails into her flawless brown skin and drawn blood. I couldn’t
