JOHN'S TUNNEL VISION
JOHN
Son of a bitch... I am ready to cut out this f*****g guy's heart.
Steven is just stirring the pot, but for some reason, I'm letting him do it. Dammit, John, pull it together.
But his friend... He just sits back and lobs in a comment here, a 'dead Walter' jab there. Just enough to really piss me off. Who the f**k does he think he is? I mean, I don't even know the guy, he thinks he can just barge in on my life?
I'm usually not so temperamental, but it tends to mess with you when the first person you trust after spending nearly two years of building walls lies to your face.
Is it wrong to say that I don't want to look at her? Not because I'm upset, but because I don't want her to be bothered that she upset me? Maybe that's a sign of how I'm really feeling right
