The Rejected One

Friendships And Truths

Neveah's Pov

It had been a few days since meeting the delta and Gamma's kids and I was starting to warm up to them. I had also started my training with the Gamma couple and they had been more than accommodating to my physical weaknesses. They started me off with running laps around the packhouse so my body could get used to running. Margret started teaching me how to dodge attacks while Henry worked with my stamina and getting me up to strength. Of course, it being a few days didn't really make a difference as I was only just starting my training.

The Girls have insisted they hang out with me so I pushed my nervousness aside. I wanted to be open to all these new things happening to me in my life and I wanted to Make Julian, Callen, and Abby proud of how far I could go in the world. I wanted to get strong for Julian as well as for myself.

I knew that a war was coming but I and no one else knew when it would happen. So I knew that I needed to be the best. My mom the moon goddess was counting on me to win it. I needed my body to be strong enough to handle the powers I would be getting in ten months and that meant I needed to get over the abuse fast. ( I know that this moment is unrealistic for some abuse victims so I apologize for the unrealistic aspect of it. I just need her to want to fight for herself for the story to progress.)

I was currently In my room with Makenna and Layla who were chilling out on their cell phones.  I was starting to warm up to them and they were really nice to me. Julian's sister Isabella came to my room yesterday to try and make amends. I let her in my room and heard her out because If my mom was in this situation she would give her a chance to speak.

I short she has werepolor bythroppy ( made up mental condition ) and during these episodes, she would black out and do mean s**t to people. She said she had no control over it but after she was in control again she would immediately feel bad about it. She told me that she always felt bad for doing what she had been doing but for some reason when she blacked out I was always her target. 

Hell ever her brother and family got a taste of her mental disorder. So I knew I just had to forgive her as she could not be faulted for something she could not control. She and I then spent the day talking and bonding with each other. I was happy that we had so much in common. We both liked the color blue and our favorite time of day was night as we were both night owls. She was really kind to me and I found myself opening up to her. I could I not we were going to be family Hell after yesterday I saw her as the sister I never had.

The knock-on my bedroom door signaled that Isabella was here to hang. Tonight we planned on having a slumber party whatever that was. I was excited about this slumber party and I really wanted it to go well. The other girls jumped for joy when Isabella came in with loads of junk food and bags full of soda. One thing I forgot to mention is that I asked Julian if he could install a smart TV in my room for the slumber party and he without question went to Walmart to buy me a huge 60 inch Samsung smart TV with HD and 5k I tried to tell him that it was a bit much but he insisted.

The Websters had one big rule in the house and that was that no guys and girls were allowed in the opposite s*x to keep mating out of the house. The rule extended to her eldest son My mate so we had to sleep in separate rooms. My wolf didn't mind that because that meant that Julian wouldn't have any other females in his room other than his sisters. However, Makenna coming into his room that day meant he had most likely broken that rule more than once. 

"Are you guys ready to get this party started? We have many years of parties to make up for with Neveah and we should make it the best first slumber party for her." Isabella said. The girls held looks of shock at the information that had been given to them. They didn't know what their former Beta couple had done to me and the life I had lived before this but I guess now was a good time to tell them.

"As you guys know I am the Carmikeal's Youngest right? Well, I didn't have the nicest of upbringings and was abused for years. I was not allowed to live my life outside of fear. I was not allowed to have any friends so I never got to go to and slumber parties. This Is the first time I am Hanging out with girls my own age. But I want you to treat me like you would anyone else at a slumber party because I want these experiences  for myself." I said with courage in my voice, something I have not had in a long time.

"You poor girl. No wonder you skipped out of the meeting the other day. Julian had mentioned that you were overwhelmed but I didn't understand the reason why. But not it all makes sense. I am really sorry if I had bombarded you in the hall then."  Layla said with absolute sincerity in her tone and expression. 

Layla was a kind and compassionate person but she also really knew how to fight. She was of gamma blood so It was to be expected. Makenna was the opposite of her. She had a fire and a strong will. She too was a great fighter but she came off as shy and that was her best defense.

They came around me and they gave me a hug that I tried really hard not to pull away from. It was one of those welcome to family type hugs and I knew that I was being let into their group. Energy flowed through me as I felt my link with them sharpen. I felt my bonds to them become as strong as steel and an unbreakable force brought us together.

One thing you should know is that we werewolves do live in packs but we can for small packs within the pack. they were called yulers and to be in one was big. Yulers made a bound so tight and strong that nothing could break them, Kind of like pacts. I was now a part of a Yuler and I knew that these girls would have my back in any situation good or bad. They had made me a part of their yuler and for that, I would always be there for them too.

"What should we do now guys?" Makenna Asked as we all set down thinking about what to do. It was weird for me to be in a room full of people my own age who were helping me grow.  I wanted to not be seen as the girl who was beaten into submission. I wanted to be better than what I was taught growing up. 

"That's right my human you got this we will get better. Even though the abuse will always be with us we can fight long and hard every day to get past it. We will not let those people bring us down anymore." Nexus said with pride in her voice. 

I could already tell that she was getting strong because of the amount of power she already had.  She was getting stronger and for that I was grateful. She was one of my top priorities and I was going to give her as much companionship she needed to get where the moon goddess needed her to be.

"I know. I can't believe it took almost dying to bring out the fight in me. I will never let it ever get to that point ever again." I told her as she gave me a nod in approval.  She was glad about my choice to not wallow in my abused self. She was glad that it would not control me at all. 

"Hello, earth to Neveah do you want to go?" Layla asked as I blinked my eyes rapidly to get my attention back in the room.

"I'm sorry what did you ask?" I asked feeling like I was in the twilight zone. They looked at me and giggled with knowing expressions on their faces.

"Talking to your wolf I am guessing?" Isabella asked with a s**t-eating grin on her face.

"Yeah she and I just made an agreement plus I love talking to her. She has had to put up with a lot of stuff and I just don't ever want her to ever go through that again. You know I barely got to shift and when I say barely I mean never. After I shifted the first time I was banned from ever-shifting again. Me almost dying and Julian rejecting me broke the beta command that my sperm donor and birth giver put on me. I guess the pain I went through was great enough that it forced the command gone. " I said With a grim look on my face.

"What does your wolf look like?" Makenna asked with a look of curiosity clear on her face.

"My wolf is white. I shifted earlier than normal wolves do. I guess M. and Mrs.  Carmikeal saw that as a sign of evil and just wanted to hurt me more." I side in a passive voice with no hint of anger evident in my voice.

"holy s**t are you being real. Like your Wolf is one hundred percent white?" Layla asked in disbelief. I knew that I was a rare wolf and I knew that I would always have to explain to people that I was a white wolf.

"Yeah she is and she has a blue aura around her too. It's like looking at the moon goddess herself Her wolf is so gorgeous and it is a powerful runner. When we went for a run Julian was having a hard time keeping up with her. I have never seen anyone with the ability to give Juliana a run for his money." She said in amusement deep in her voice. 

"What that's impossible no one can outrun and alpha. How can that be possible?" Makenna asked with even more disbelief in her tone.

"I guess when your the moon goddess's daughter you have greater strength than an alpha," I said as their jaws dropped. I guess I never told anyone that.

"What do you mean you're the daughter of the moon goddess?" Isabella asked with a tone I did not recognize.

"I mean My real mom is the moon goddess. She came to me while I was in my coma and she told me that  I was her daughter and that she sent me to earth to stop a war coming up. She told me that I would need as many people on my side when the time comes. She also told me that when I turn sixteen I will be getting  special powers but that in the meantime I needed to build my body to handle my oncoming powers." I confessed to them in an honest tone.

I wasn't going to lie to them as they were my new friends and friends don't lie to each other. I guess it would also be time to tell my mate this little bit of information. I just hope that he wouldn't get mad at me for lying to him about what and who I really was. 

"Wait but your mom Mr. Carmikeal gave birth to you. How could you be the moon goddess's daughter if your mom has so many photos of her pregnant with you?" Isabella asked and I looked her in the eyes and said what needed to be said.

"My dad isn't my dad and my mom was just a birth giver. the moon goddess put me inside that woman so I could be born into the world. She made it so I would look like my "family"  so that way no one would ask questions. I was put here for a purpose and I will serve that purpose when the time comes. What those people did to me my whole life is considered a crime against the goddess and my mom is going to punish them accordingly. Let me tell you this she was ready to bring hellfire to this whole pack for how I was treated but I convinced her that people have the ability to change. Plus she knew what the future would hold for the world of wolves and didn't see it fit to exterminate a whole pack when they were a power holder for the war coming up. She showed mercy." I said as my wolf made her presence known to the three girls in the room. 

They let it go and we went about our night. We talked about boys and who we had crushes on. Me being the only one with a mate could only talk about Julian as Talking about anyone else would feel like a betrayal to my mate and I didn't like when my wolf wined in my head for talking about other boys. She was in love with Julian and Jasper and I knew where she was coming from. I think I was falling for Julian as well. We laughed and played with makeup and I had fun totally forgetting about the crumbling world around me for one great night it was a nice change. Let hope I could have more days like this one.