LYRA'S POV
That night was the most horrific night of my life. The space could only allow me enough space to eat. I was tired, and I wanted to lay down on my side or just curl up, but it was physically important. I was restrained, so I settled for inching closer to the wall until I could rest my back on it.
My eyes wouldn't close as I was too wound up to sleep. My thoughts were in shambles, and I contemplated ending it all that night. Even while I was in the dungeon at Red Moon, where it was supposed to be a home, I had never contemplated taking the easy way out.
It wasn't as if I was afraid of the pain that would surely accompany my last moment on earth, I had already been through too much pain that didn't matter anymore. It was just that I was holding on for someone to come take me o
