All I wanted was for his attention. I couldn't stop thinking about him. Day and Night I asked my Room Mate About him I knew he was the one for me. The very first time I saw him My blood rushed on my face at the thought of his body, thin slender and tall body well built. His eyes sweeping through the crowd. His face was covered by the cap ,he wore. Everyone who spoke to him knew he was the most handsome. He’s in his teenage years. My hands and legs froze the moment I saw him. My heart beat so loud through my ear drum.
He was there with his friend EL who came to meet my friend Sally. EL and Sally were in a long term relationship they met in the other world as Sallys mother moved to our world she joined High School with us. Sally was funny and loving friend to me we were just getting to know each other. Its the month of Christmas. Is when I met him. I said Hi to EL he was the perfect match for Sally. He told me I had a similar nose as him
Him refers to the guy I was looking at drooling over for him. The thought of him gave me an adrenaline rush. Since my eye sight was getting blurred I couldn’t see his face. The thought of him being the one for me wont stop ringing in my ears
Deanarius. Yes that’s his name they called him Dean.
His face hidden under the cap.
WAKE UP Merissa, Your late for class again. You hardly eat. Stay up all night studying. In a few days you will become invisible because your already so thin. All this I hear in my dream. Only to know Im late for Class.
No one talks to me because they see me as a man. I Independently Do my Work. Submitting my assignment on time. Pass all my exams. Never look at other boys. Deep down I’m still a beautiful girl in my soul. Reo says that I look like a man. Many a times upto my face. It hurt my heart. No girl who is strong minded. Having a prominent face. Big forehead. Sharp oval face. My skin was so sensitive to the water of this world that it burned my complexion. No one would believe me if I say it. No one will like a man like you.
I couldn’t take it. I ran away this is not what I wanted to hear the first day of class. No one loves me. My best friend Clara was there she wiped my tears. She told me that I’m the most beautiful girl in the world. She’s my best friend from kindergarten. She knows me well. She was the only person I trusted in this world. She was a great support For me. We all study together so we will learn morals. We were from different part of the other great world. We are here for academic completion. Once we finish we will be going back to our worlds. But she’s my everything. The one I trust the one who will hold my hand when the whole world shuts me down. Our friendship was greatly know. Amongst all. For 8 long years. All that will soon be coming to an end I did not understand that. She used me. I wont know.
Clara is a fine wine. She’s from the greatest of gods world. They all are born beautiful. With snow white skin. Face so clear and Supple. She’s considered one of the greatest beautiful person in academy. All the boys will look at her. She was so captivating. She glowed. She was an amazing friend to me. I stay in her world for a short while. I was born poor. But she was different. She took what ever she felt belonged to her. Once she sees it she has an eye for it she takes it. She takes everything that she wants. She decides that she wants it she takes it. Since, no one talks to Me in the academy I was forced to believe her what ever she says.
My dumbness was never warned. No one would tell me about the world how they function. Ever since I was born Poor no one would pass by my shadow. They felt the curse would lay upon them. I was not from their world. I was directly brought to the academy. Once we finish academy. Women were to continue in the academy or be placed in great positions.
Men were to go to the physical training and take up a sport as part of the benefit of getting into the real world into the army as a brave soldier. The world of activity is where El and Dean are from…..