Ness I watch him in silence as he gets dressed. It’s a shame he has to leave. For a moment, I thought we were going to do it again, and I won’t deny that the idea thrilled me. I suppose at some point, I’ll have to confront what’s happening to me—what I’m feeling—but right now, I just want to enjoy it. For the first time in my life, I desire a man. I want him—truly, without restrictions, without fear. I don’t feel obligated to please him. On the contrary, I want him to please me. And Lagos… well, Lagos has proven himself more than capable of that. "Because you’re a filthy whore." The voice in my head crashes over me like a bucket of ice-cold water. I should have known this s**t would come back. I swallow hard and take a deep breath. I won’t lose control. "Are you okay?" Lagos asks.

