Born This Way

Chapter 10

I pulled up at my parents’ crib and walked in. Fazel was sitting in the dark and I walked straight past her, Precious following me. I could feel her glancing over but I Ignored it. When we got into my room, I packed all my bags and Precious did the same, we silently did so. I could see Precious was troubled and she had so much to say but I was too angry to bombard her with questions.

After we finished packing, I took our bags to my car when I paused seeing My parent’s car followed by my Brother's pull up, but proceeded with what I was doing. I saw my mother hurry behind me and I walked faster.

“Precious! Let's go." I yelled standing at the door.

She hurried out. It was already late but I wasn't sleeping in that house, Precious's cheeks were pink and her hair was a mess I kissed her forehead and took her hand, we started walking but shortly stopped by my mother.

“Where do you think you're going!?" my mother asked folding her hands. I looked at Precious and tried walking around my mom but she moved. “Don't run away! We need to talk, you must change your ways " she said. “You want to talk? After all you said, don’t bullshit me and leave me the hell alone" I said shoving her out of the way. I was fed up. I know it was rude to push my mother but she hates me so does Fazel, I'll stay in contact with Kendall and Keagan maybe with my father. I hate how people make a controversy on how I choose to live my life, I don't blame my mother she is so caught up in religion she doesn't realise she lost me for good. I expected it from her though, it didn't really shock me, f**k society I'm marrying a girl.

I drove in silence once again, I didn't feel like talking period. “You got the keys?" I asked Precious and she nodded. When we got to my apartment and Alison wasn't there, I assume she's at Dani's place.

I just realised I have a test on Monday that I forgot about, it was Saturday night and I have to cram 2 huge books in less than 27hours. “Aren't you gonna sleep?" she asked. “No, I have to study, forgot about my test on Monday" I said looking at her. “Okay." She plainly said and got in bed.

“Hey! Precious...." I said.

“Mhhmh?"

“Nothing..." I said getting back to my books. After a few hours I couldn't keep my eyes open. I decided to go to bed, I changed into my pyjamas and kissed Her on the forehead. Funny enough when I got in bed, I wasn't sleepy anymore, thoughts ran through my mind. I was over thinking about everything, my sexuality, what happened earlier... Precious, School... but

I finally dozed off.

I woke up and smiled when I saw Precious awake sitting on the bed half naked and her back facing me, she was brushing her hair but she just had her bottom underwear on.

I grabbed her waist and kissed her neck, grabbed her t**s, she looked back and smiled.

“Morning beautiful" I said softly kissing her again. “Morning babe" she said turning around and giving me a full view of the twins, I smiled once again looking right at the twins, she kissed me on my mouth and stood up from the bed. “Where are you going now?" I asked. “To put my shirt on." She said laughing. “You don't have to" I said still staring at her. Her body is beautiful, curves in all the right places flat tummy and proper t**s. “Breakfast is ready, get up" she said walking away. I watched her until she disappeared. She made my favourites waffles and pancakes, I had mine with syrup and cream, she ate pancakes.

“I have to book grind again today" I said. “I understand. I have to leave too, to finish off my presentation and assignment". she said

A few minutes later she was ready to leave. I walked her out, her chauffeur was there in less than 5 minutes. “Precious." I said holding her hand. “Yes?"

“Uhm no, never mind" I said and she said I should stop doing that and she kissed me and got in the car.

I want to ask her a very important question that might change our lives but I don't know how. It doesn't feel like now is the right time.