After all of the emotions from today I was exhausted.Santos brought me to my room the children were with my parents. As he carries me down the hall.with my head on his shoulder I ask when can we go home half asleep already. He stops looks at with so much love and asks how fast can you pack your's and children things or hell just them here he would buy all new things for us anyway. I just smiled contently knowing I was finally free of my feelings of being a burden because I didn't have a wolf. No my family NEVER treated like a burden or disgrace nothing like that they lived us all equally. But when you're the only one in a kingdom of werewolf's that can't shift you start feeling worthless and inadequate. That's why my father was so upset that I wanted to leave he finally gave in though after he seen how it was affecting me. I was pale not eating losing weight. I just wasn't feeling like myself after the rejection. I never even got a reason why he rejected me. All he said he had a chosen mate whom he loved. He rejected me told me to reject him back then he walked away and never looked back at me . Like was just an afterthought or a speck of dust on his shirt to wipe away and forget about it.When we get to my room he tries to put me down. I lock my arms around his neck and snuggle in. He chuckles and juggling me opens my door. He walks to lay me on my bed .I look in his eyes and say please stay . He looks in my turns around walks to close the door and locks it. He stands there for a few minutes taking a deep breath turns back to me . He doesn't move but says are you sure Eva. I won't rush you into anything your not ready for. I smile and say Santos I have been ready for you my whole life. He rushed to the bed flinging his clothes a long the way by time he got to me he was stark naked and standing at attention. He leans over looks me in the eyes again and says he going to make me his tonight and,there will be no turning back was I absolutely sure. I got up off the bed and just as quickly as he did stripped and bared my neck to him . looking in his eyes I say I'm already your's you just have to make it official. Looking in his eyes I see his wolf fighting for control I say Santiago we will be together forever his fangs extend and he lowers his mouth to my neck and punctures my neck at first I stiffen up but then it's all pleasure. Everyone thinks that marking your mate means leaving huge teeth marks on your neck it doesn't. What happens if after you're marked the teeth marks disappear and are replaced by the packs tattoo Santos is alpha of the frost pack so my tattoo will be a wolf howling at a frozen moon while standing in snow . second mate of mating well that's for me to know and you to imagine. I wake up the next morning feeling better than I ever thought I could. Santos was still sleeping with a relaxed expression on his face and a lil half smile on his lips. I leaned in to kiss that smiling mouth. As soon as I touched his lips he shifted me underneath him and smiled down at me. I look at his chest and see his tattoo my eyes widen I look at his face and he smirkes because i finally realized he isnt my self chance mate he is my fated mate from when I was 17 not yet 18 I asked why he looked me in the and said i was barely 19 years old i was a rogue and i didn't think you would accept me. So I lied to you hopefully you could have a second chance at having a mate. He looked so sad at his admission. I cupped his face looked him the eye and said I would have accepted you no matter what you were Santos. I leaned up and kissed him with all the love I was holding in my heart for my fated mate. After taking a shower that took twice as long because someone couldn't keep their hands to themselves. (me lol) we walk into the dining hall and everyone just stopped mid sentence mid bite everyone just froze and stared at us. I started feeling a little uncomfortable til my mom jumped ran to and twisted my face so she could see my tattoo she took one look at it and slapped Santos then walked back to her seat smiled and said welcome to the family took you long enough to come get her didn't it. everyone was gobsmacked that mom did that til she said what she said my father stood up and walked over to us looked at my tattoo and asked Santos why? Santos explained he was just barely 19 a rogue who didn't know his linage and felt that I wouldn't accept him. But as time went on and he established the rogue pack he was looking for me he never gave up. When he saw me again standing on the stairs he knew he had his second chance and he wasn't walking away this time. He looked at everyone and apologized for the hurt he caused to me and to my family. I leaned into him and said I know how you're feeling but, just know I love him have loved him since I was 18 yes I made another life but it never actually gave me what I actually wanted my fated mate. My Dad looked at us and said just make her happy Santos said he would try his best. My Dad said good answer and laughed as he walked away. Everyone started talking and eating again. I looked around and panicked practically screaming where's the children. Santos grabs my hand holding it and says he brought some of his people when he came his beta her name is Brianna she is mated to our pack doctor Dr Amanda they are with the children right now. You sink back into your chair and lean into Santos and say thank you and kiss him under his jaw cause that's all you could reach at that moment.
After breakfast we all gathered to set everything in motion as we finishing up our little talk Chasity stormed in and was so angry I have never seen her this angry before. I jump up omg what's wrong. She looks me in my and said DO YOU WANT TO KNOW WHAT YOUR CRAZY EX DID HE TORCHED NY STUDIO MY ART GALLERY AND EVERY PIECE OF ART I HAD. she just dropped to the floor and cried I sank to the floor and just as I went to put my arms around her lily races into the room sees Chasity crying and rushed to her side. Looks up and asks what happened she felt her pain all the way out in the stables she just came back from exercising her horses. I explained what happened. Lily put her hands on Chasity cheeks and lifted her face and looked into her eyes and said I promise or my soul be damned for eternity I will make him pay for what he did to you. she gathered Chasity into her arms mummering to her that she lived her and she was stronger than anything he could do to her. Chasity looked up at me and said she was sorry. I looked at and asked why are you sorry you didn't do anything he did. She looked up at me and said he knows your here he gave me a message for you"HE SAID YOU CAN RUN BUT YOU CAN'T HIDE HE HAS EYES EVERYWHERE EVEN HERE HE KNOWS ABOUT SANTOS AND HE KNOWS WHAT WE ARE AND HE SAID EVERYTHING IS ABOUT TO COME OUT INTO THE OPEN. AND WHEN HE GETS HIS CHILDREN BACK HE WILL TURN THEM INTO THE ULTIMATE KILLING WEAPONS NOBODY IS GOING STOP HIM THEN. Chasity was pale after delivering that message. Chasity said Carmela had been feeding him information about the pack way before you met him. Carmela is Lucian sister they weren't having an affair that was all show he knew you were there that day he had you followed everywhere you went even had bugged the house just to spy on you. Eva he said he drugged you the night you got pregnant he artificially insimated you with someone else DNA that had werewolf DNA have the children tested the king said we have every werewolf DNA in our system we will find the donor DNA. By this time I'm silently crying. I don't know how I'm going to survive this. All of the sudden I felt extreme heat waves coming off my body then excruciating pain throughout my whole body I screamed so loudly it echoed through the whole castle. Santos grabs me lifts me up and runs outside to the garden where he first shifted. I look at Santos what's happening Santos he gently lays me down on the grass it's your first shift. I thought we would have more time to prepare you for this but it looks like she wants out now she's been sleeping to long now. I look around at my family they all looked worried I smile and say in my best joker voice "WHY SO SERIOUS" and laugh really loud I'm finally getting my wolf be happy not sad ok all the sudden I hear a crack and I screamed louder than before as I screamed I saw my children cowering in the corner afraid of what's happening. I gently tap Santos arm and say look in the corner.Santos looks and sighs and says children come here for a moment this isn't bad ur mom's going to be just fine. The children slowly walk towards me then they rush me and hug and cry mommy please don't die Lucas says sobbing on my chest I gently lift his head and kiss his cheeks I'm going to be ok I promise. My wolf has been asleep for a long time now that I met Santos who is my fated mate she wants out to meet everyone. I looked at all 3 of them and said my wolf's name is Rose she is a pure white wolf which is very special kind of wolf because they have powers that other wolf's don't. Lorenzo looks at me with that serious little face and says what's your special power is it invisibility I chuckle no baby my wolf has the power to heal anyone that's sick or wounded. Lizabeth said Mommy am I going to be special wolf too. I say yes you are you all are special but I have to ask you to do something for Mommy right now I need you to go find Dr Amanda and Brianna and tell them to come here ok and then let Grandma take you somewhere till Rose gets here ok . Ok momma they all chime at once then get up run off looking for dr Amanda and Brianna Santos said you know I could have just minded them to come here my love. I smile know love but it gives them something to do . I look up and around mo I yell loudly she rushes over what is it baby .I need you to take the children somewhere where they can't see me or hear me please. She looks in my eyes and said ok just then the king said take the children to the play room that room is fortified to withstand any noise and you can't see the back garden from there. My mom said thanks James and runs after the children I had been holding everything back because of the children as soon as my mom started running I was screaming at every crack of bone. My father and sisters and brothers all drop down beside me and said in unison as if they rehearsed this many times in advance "YOU ARE ONE OF THE STRONGEST WOMEN WE KNOW YOU CAN DO WITH ONE HAND TIED BEHIND YOUR BACK" I start laughing because I remember always telling them I could beat them with one hand tied behind my back. They all just smiled at me after saying that.