Shane I sat in my office staring at the same contract I had been trying to review for the past two hours. The words kept blurring together because my mind wouldn't stop wandering to places I didn't want it to go. The house felt too quiet without Celia moving around and making noise in the kitchen or talking to Ingrid about whatever women talked about when they thought I wasn't listening. Not that I cared what she was doing or where she had gone because she was nothing but trouble from the day I married her, and I was better off without her constant presence reminding me of everything that went wrong. But the silence was driving me crazy and I found myself listening for sounds that would never come again like her footsteps on the stairs or her voice calling out good morning when she th

